What should I do to help myself?

[everhopeful]

Welcome to the forum @lionspider50

@lionspider50

I am on Clopixol 400mg and Abilify 10mg.

I am currently trying to find the right antidepressant.

@lionspider50

What can I do about the blunted emotions, the lack of motivation and the overall lack of quality of life?

Abilify should help somewhat believe it or not. It has antidepressant properties.

If you weren’t taking Abilify you could try some of the antidepressants in this thread

Antidepressants and their effects on negative symptoms (Citalopram (Celexa) and Fluoxetine (Prozac))

For Citalopram (Celexa) Significant improvement in negative symptoms, superior to placebo. No differences in positive symptoms, general medical health or other side effects For Fluoxetine (Prozac) AD showed significant improvement in negative symptoms. Side effects were more common in AD group Is anyone on either of these 2 meds?

But unfortunately they interact with Abilify.

You might have to be careful with antidepressants and Abilify in fact.