I have good situations and good days….but I have bad days as well.
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IDK, I don’t have a reason I tell myself. I just keep going on for no reason I guess. I guess I go to work and school and drive my car and live independently because I’ve already lived the alternatives, for years at a time, and I didn’t like being broke, unemployed, being on drugs, not going to school and depending on counselors and catching the bus everywhere. I guess I keep going to maintain a halfway decent, halfway normal life.
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Well it is a good sign, that you don’t need a reason to live….because it means you are not struggling real bad. I am not trying to undermine your suffering.
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I keep going because I like being alive and want to be here for my dad. I feel pretty good on my meds so that’s a plus. I also like working with my mental health team.
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Honestly? Because I’m enjoying myself. I’d like to keep enjoying myself for a while longer.
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I want to become a better for my mother… pretty much.
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The moments leading up to a suicide attempt suck.
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My dogs. They’re the reason I try hard.
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that maybe someday this all shall pass.
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I have a husband and kids. I want to help with the kids and be in a relationship with my best friend, my husband. This keeps me going.
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I want to be here for my daughter, stepdaughters, and husband.
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Yeah, a threesome would perk me up too.
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Ive come to rule out ending it as an option these days. Because of that i have no choice now but to keep trying to move forward. I too have some pretty bad days. But there are descent ones aswell.
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I dont need a reason. Nobody does. My body has physical needs and i have no choice but to satisfy them. Ending this process requires extreme emotional trauma and mental resolve. Doing this is very difficult and i dont see the point. Living is the rule, not the exception.
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my only reason right now is to publish my book. once that’s done i don’t believe i will have one
Sheer bloody mindedness. There are times when i feel sorry for myself for a couple of days - but i remind myself I’ve got secure housing for life and I’m not poor lol.
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There’s no threesome. My husband is my best friend.
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Same for me I think.
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What does mindfulness mean @Naarai?
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Cause i never lived till now and i hope still, that this can change one day for a bit better 
I also believe still in the life and the love heh, would love to discover them now…
I suffered a lot too @Jake, i was totally given up to the point of having a dead soul i guess, nobody understood me why that for years. They blame me even to have given up, but they cant now what is to cant even walk or talk and no one around, who cares about you… 
I had a terrible childhood too, i was tired already at the age of 18…
But lets make now the living the rule yeap, i take this from @rhizome heh 
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