I’m curious how you guys spend your days.
Tiring. Dragging myself to appointments and running errands. But mostly hiding in my house with my pets and sometimes my kids. Other than hockey I never watch tv so if the kids are at their dad’s place it’s totally silent.
Trying my best to wake up from my 5/6:30AM Alarms and then failing and waking up at 7:35, ten minutes before I have to get ready to leave and sometimes failing to go to school because I end up just sleeping til 1pm and rationalizing that I went to bed late so I deserve more sleep. I try my best to get to school everyday but I’ve been having a hard time. I always manage to get to work though since my shifts are usually later in the day. The day feels like a fail when I feel rushed in the morning so I tend to sleep in. Not sure if it’s depression or laziness or a side effect of meds but I can’t seem to wake up early.
Wake up at 2 or 3 am and have an anxiety attack til about 7. Get up. Shower most days. Go out for an hour, come back, watch TV. Eat. Maybe do 1 chore. Constantly refresh this site and other sz related news. Go to bed.
Different ■■■■ daily nowadays. I do walk near daily now. To the park or the old rock garden across the street from a dojo.
Today my eventful moment will likely be getting some water bottles so my dad can recycle and technology may become more affordable. Not everyone has a smartphone, not everyone has a cellphone, not everyone has a telephone, but I will tell you this… It is one man’s dream in a land where shoes are scarce, to have a touchphone just to see pictures of the world, and his age does not matter… For this is true for at least one… woman like a man. And I will do what I can to show that there is a place for this… education in the world. And if water is not clean… then I will talk about Flint, Michigan, the projects and gentrification.
Wake up at 10:30AM
Check SZ.com/emails/instagram
Have breakfast/lunch with mom
Take a nap
Pick up a few groceries
Study for 30 minutes or do 15 minutes of yoga
Rest
Make dinner
Go for a walk, shower or nap
Get ready for bed/check SZ.com/instagram
Get in bed by 10PM
Wake up
Struggle to stay up, fall back asleep anyways, sleep paralysis, hypnogogic hallucinations of being chased around/assaulted by weird-ass entities/demons
Wake up eventually
Study study study
If work day go to work, if not study study study
Get home, get ready for bed
Think of wanting to do other things but no motivation to, just end up watching videos/surfing internet until bedtime
Repeat
My life is so boring right now. I can’t stand it.
Am lazy. Watch tv. Work for 3 hours.
Wake up, get out of bed.
Drag a comb across my head.
Make my way downstairs and drink a cup.
Looking up, I noticed I was late.
Find my coat, grab my hat. Make the bus in seconds flat.
Find my way upstairs and have a smoke, then somebody spoke and I went into a dream.
Mondays I go to volunteering, where I’m mostly acting as a computer assistant. Buy lunch and tea. Then I go to college and study for a few hours, go to class, come home at night. Other days I volunteer, go to mental health class, go to support group, shop with mom, go out by myself to find a good spot to read, study, drink coffee, go to therapy, visit boyfriend, go to appointments. When I’m not feeling well I just take the day off and take a long bus ride and eat out and people watch. Occasionally I go out to parties or hikes. To sum it up I am fat and happy mostly but not as productive as I’d like to be. I did land a job opportunity to get trained in IT through my support group while taking additional IT classes at a cc next semester. Not sure it will lead anywhere but taking it slow…