Graduate from nursing college.
Probably moving while being hunted by the people in my head I don’t know how I did it. Had to leave a lot behind, and had a guy who was freaked out about me talking to my voices helping me but he was mostly useless. I think he was scared of me tho
I ran away for the voices too…flew to london. Told me theyd stop but they lied
I went a lot of different places too. I just drove tho. I don’t know how I never got pulled over. There were times my voices were in total control over my jeep
Deploying to Afghanistan.
Holy shiit i hope that never happens me. I wish we coukd meet for a drink and discuss this
Yea it was trippy af. I don’t drink, guess we gotta settle for the forum.
What are your ‘ways’ to stay off the drink?
Overcoming hppd the years of 2014-16 especially and not to mention dealing with alcoholism those years
It helps I don’t like it. That’s really the only reason. If I did, it’s so accessible, I’d drink every day, but I can’t stand the feeling, and making myself sick
my final term exam of data structures at harvard extension school. that was as hard as it was mind blowing. my brain went to distance that day. this was 6 month before my first pshycotic lsd induced pshycotic ephisode which lead to a different kind of hard experience. i am thankful thou. if it wasnt for sz i’d probably never would be happy. i got to know myself. i might have lived without that. that would be a waste. i wasnt nice to my younger brother because i had sz and sometimes i got arguative, kinda mad. he doesnt talk to me. i dont think he likes me at all. it was all hidden sz all along my younger days. taking lsd led to a rocky way but one of cure.
This! Alchol gives me terrible sleep and pints upon pints leave nothing to be desired anymore. I know this but i need to remind myself more
Once I did heroin cuz my friend told me to then he died of a drug overdose (from heroin) I miss him he was a cool kid but I never did an opiate again after that
Accepting that I’m going to outlive my brother by half a human lifespan
Knowing that I’ve already outlived my brother by half a human lifespan.
Wheel the gurney of my newborn daughter to the hospital morgue.
Awww how sad!!! I’m so sorry for you! I lost my child too. But he was 30.
Thanks and I hear you, I feel parents should always go first.
I agree. 1515151515
Can I say this. Probably making the decision to take my dad off the ventilator.