I am hoping that things will improve…… getting more friends, and a girlfriend, and a job in the future.
i fear i have enemies – it may be paranoia.
i hope it isn’t the case.
judy
thinking about religion - I probably shouldn’t have written an article about Sufis about it…If you can’t, like
Lying lunatics living in a fantasy world, are threatening me.
Right now obsessed about wanting a father-daughter relationship with a mentor in my life…
Worried about the snow and my dog going outside.
ice cream
How much it’s costing me to fix my car. Ugh. Next time something happens I may be without a car for a good while.
I’m thinking about my 50th birthday party in April… I’m doing Willy Wonka style invites like a golden ticket, and we’re going to order pizza and wings along with a cake. I like to plan early to reduce crises!
Early happy birthday @WhiteRaven
Im thinking that im up all night as im trying to sort my sleep pattern and it sucks but im going out for a coffee in the morning and will sleep prob 4ish in the afternoon
I don’t understand what you’re saying. What are you trying to say?
How does that famous circus song go?
Doo-doo-doo doo doo doo doo doo-doo doo doo-doo doo.
Well, I guess that religious topics are prohibited here, and they worry me the most…
I’m thinking about the sale of my studio and chiropractic school.
The voices are being nasty to me. I won’t be able to get outside for a walk, so I’m feeling a bit trapped. Trapped indoors, and inside my own mind. A few minutes ago, they said sarcastically, “Enjoy your Christmas, [bad name goes here].” I wish they’d either go away, or that I develop some kind of immunity to them.
I’m thinking about the new speakers I want to buy. I also wish I had some more money to buy a better amp. I’m not satisfied with my current amp.
I’ve had voices now for 12 years. They didn’t go away, but they diminished. I used to hear them all day long and now only a couple of times a day.
It can get better even though we might have the sensitivity for life.
I’m getting breakthrough symptoms on Abilify (it’s losing its effectiveness over time). Before Abilify, they used to talk loudly for whole paragraphs. Now I get whispers of random words and some longer sentences thrown in for fun. It’s getting worse again. Doctor wants me on Invega…I don’t want more drugs, especially not a more concentrated dose of Abilify.
My stupid neighbour. He smokes weed everyday stinking my flat out and plays loud ■■■■ music so I have to wear headphones to drown it out. I’ve tried asking him nicely and then not so nice. No different outcome. Some people have no respect for others.
Lunch is on my mind. Something tasty!