What is on your mind now?

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What is on my mind is that life is hard.

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I just went to the pharmacy and the assistant was unfriendly.

I’m happy my attitude was “I’m ok, you’re just unfriendly” instead if “oh no what have I done or what vibe am I giving off” .

That’s what’s on my mind.

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I’m sorry if I was rude to you.

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Im thinking about how usually the only thing that gets me through the anhedonia and boredom is getting into some kind of religion or political stance or something similar. Something to live by you know. But recently the anhedonia and apathy is too great to overcome and im not doing anything. Its hard to deal with. Drives me mad. My pdoc is trying different things out that might help but nothing has so far. Im also very stressed about money and debts and being unemployed at the moment.
Oh well it could always be worse.

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I have a headache from hades. It’s all I can think about. Trying to distract myself isn’t working. :frowning:

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I’m uncomfortable watching TV.

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I was shunned a few times this evening by a family member and I am upset.

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Have had a headache all darn day. Watching Grey’s anatomy now.

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Hmmmmmm :thinking:

I am debating on some big life choices, don’t really want to go into detail.

Also how I just took new prescription that’s supposed to help regulate my hormones

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Wondering what it will be like to meet someone who I’ve never met b4 tomorrow.

Thinking I want to buy a necklace and mascara but can’t really afford it right now.

Thinking I really want that necklace though. It’s a shell.

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Oh I just signed up for the streaming service, Shudder again.

I suppose I’m just happy about that and a few DVDs I found at my library that I put holds on.

So far I have holds on:

  1. A History of Violence
  2. Eye of the Devil (with Sharon Tate)
  3. Cape Fear (original 60s version)

:smiley:

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I represented our local NAMI chapter yesterday at a Symposium about Opioids and gave my story to the audience… I’m worried that I didn’t go over very well cuz I had a panic attack right before my speech. Everyone says I did fine but part of me says they’re just being nice and that I was terrible. I’m also afraid of having another panic attack. The good part is that my primary care provider prescribed me some prn Ativan… I’ve tried for months to get my pdoc to write a script and he wouldn’t, so I asked my PCP. Haven’t used any but they’re there if I need them.

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What is on my mind is that a customer bought forty new vehicles today and I’m not done adding them to his policy yet. I need to finish that and then shut down.

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I went to a nail salon.
I like to go once every two months if I can afford it.

I’m so impressed by specialty this one lady.
She worked at a mine and she was talking so beautifully with people.
Sounded like such a beaut personality.

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ssdd…just drinking coffee and listening to old haunts , grunge music…takes me \back 26 years ago when I spent all night reading lyric sheets of the cd’s I had of grunge music, my favorite back then…not now…it’s different…but it feels like triumph over my delusions to revisit the music I used to think was about me.

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Also grateful for the beautiful work the lovely ladies there did.

They seem to have nice customers.

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I switched meds like 6 months ago and am again interested in women. Been thinking a lot about that.

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My symptoms are on my mind these days

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I’m wondering when my depressive feelings will pass.

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might go out for a drive and smoke my pipe.

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