When they tell me i have schizophrenia, I think i have bipolar.
When they agree and tell me I Have a mood disorder, i think i have schizophrenia,
When they tell me i have schizoaffective, i am convinced i have schizophrenia.
I’m having a hard time trusting the opinions of professionals.
I guess i just feel i don’t fit in anywhere. Most people with bipolar have extreme moods, which I can’t identify with. Most people with schizophrenia have constant symptoms which I can’t identify with either.
I wouldn’t worry too much about the exact diagnosis. Psychiatry isn’t an exact science and your diagnosis would in any case depend on which classification that is used DSM, ICD,…
@anon25873142 can you tell if you have psychosis outside of a mood episode? And how long your mood episodes last?
Because with sza you get psychosis out of mood episodes even when you feel normal, plus significant mood episodes when you meet criteria for them (2 weeks or more depression and a week or more in mania and 4 days or more in hypomania)
And if you have psychosis but do not meet mood criteria you have sz
And if you have psychosis only in mood episodes you have bipolar
I cannot tell @Hadeda I don’t remember much of my time in hospital but I remember after two weeks of mood and psychotic symptoms I had to go back on antipsychotic medication.
“[You] cannot tell.” And that is exactly why you have to trust in and believe what your (latest) pdoc tells you when it comes to your diagnosis @Daisy79.
You’re wasting a lot of energy worrying about the nature of the illness instead of putting that energy into dealing with and moving beyond the illness. Get bizzy with a hobby and leave the doctor stuff to the doctors.