(long post) 
So itās Been a Slightly Long Week ā¦ ,
e(Y)e have made some mistakes in my past and such . e(Y)e feel as tho e(Y)e have paid for my sins . A law enforcement officer tazed me for about 20 min.s as e(Y)e stepped in front of some lights and tried to kill myself . He thot it would be a great idea to fill my body with electricity . If thatās what it even is ,
e(Y)e dunno , it hurt in a strange way and as it vibrated within three beams of pulsating currents , it blackened my aura and soul and e(Y)e clenched my teeth and screamed as if I was a monster or something and he then yanked me from tha ground and pushed me in tha cop car . e(Y)e suppose suicide isnāt humorous to some people .
e(Y)e think sometimes about physicality , As e(Y)e came up with tha term
((( $INGUlArIT(Y) PUrP0$e )))
More so in a simplistic explanation , you meet someone and decide itās safe to have intercourse with them . Altho you do naught stop there , you continue down tha line and trie to have as much fun as you can within that anti-relationship vessel .
e(Y)e am naught able to do such , no one is interested and e(Y)e donāt get out much , if even at all ā¦ ,
Also e(Y)e fynde that e(Y)e fall in love with women easily . So blah blah blah , My ādadā Left me alone here for thus week and e(Y)e have been enjoying tha space of no time limit on noise and such . Music pretty much has been going on 24/7 , e(Y)e pass out whenever and take my meds accordingly .
Now that heās on his way back , itās as if e(Y)e am preparing my daise for heavier chains then before .
As e(Y)e was banned from being able to type here , during these years of solitude e(Y)e signed up on a new website and am enjoi-ing tha freedom to jus ramble on and on and on and on .
e(Y)e actually had a point to this post , but Thank my coma , for it has been snatched from thine slumber .
Hmm ,
e(Y)e suppose iāll ask thus interesting question filled with sad lonli jealous regret already , within a lose lose situation either way .
Ok so here goes ,
If you could live your life within A $INGUlArIT(Y) PUrP0$e Freely , no harm , would you (???) ,
(OR)
Would you rather stay safe and keep it to yourself (???)
