There are things about this universe we just don’t understand.
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Yes, otherwise I sound like a nut.
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I believe I have tapped into the collective conscious or higher state of consciousness. But instead of becoming stronger I am mentally weak due to negative voices. Go figure haha
I challenge you guys to get a degree in physics and solve the unknown. I thought about it, but I’m just a few classes away from getting my degree. I plan on going back in a few years. I will study physics on the side. I did it before, but I have to relearn everything.
Not literally but figuratively.
I hope everybody is taking their AP’s??? or am I the only one stable on meds on this site?
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I think a lot SZs think they have hidden knowledge when, really, they know nothing extra. I thought I had created a complex theory on cannibalism, autocannibalism, and how it relates to extreme egoism and ego death. Sounds really interesting and possibly mindblowing, no? Looked at my notes later. MAKES NO SENSE. I know nothing. lol
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Yes. I take my meds every day. I am stable. Maybe I don’t have schizophrenia or maybe my case is worse than yours. Some of us are deep thinkers. Some stuff I just don’t talk about.
Some of us are diagnosed schizophrenics but maybe don’t have it or maybe our stuff gets dismissed because we are sick…
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Delusions and harebrained ideas are usually obvious, though. I don’t get dismissed because I don’t tell people until they listen to my crazy ideas.
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You tell the average person or therapist you live in a matrix, they think you’re nuts. Then you talk to a physicist or philosopher and he might agree with you. Tell your psychiatrist you live in a matrix, he’ll give you an AP.
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They only diagnose and give you meds if they think it’s interfering with your life, generally.
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Initially, I was diagnosed with acute stress disorder. Then I was dxd with asperger, ocd, depression, and substance induced psychosis. I went on meds, and was eventually diagnosed with SZ and eventually SZA. I scored higher for psychotic depression but they gave me a dxd of sza.
Maybe the meds played a role? Medical professionals aren’t infallible.
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I can’t say for certain. You are correct they aren’t infallible. Sometimes they get the diagnosis wrong, which can have detrimental effects. Psychiatry/psychology can be difficult to understand and get right the first time.
I mean, hell, I did personality diagnostic testing for them because they thought I might have a personality disorder. My counselor got the results back, and all she said was that they indicate a person “in severe distress” which didn’t clarify anything for me. Sometimes things like that happen.
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I know. Totally. Thanks.
I wouldn’t bother about the unknown.
It’s a losing battle on this front with the way things are now.
Just try to let go and wait for the Calamity. 
I believe hearing voice is some type of esp. The problem is I have no force powers (can control it; no privacy of thoughts as all my thoughts go to one person). While the person I hear can control their thoughts/force powers and harass me. I wish I never tapped into this force/delusion.
Also feel there is some kind of code where normied can send thoughts to others but deny it. Some normies can control their thoughts while Sz can’t.
Live long and prosper my fellow sz…
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The force is strong.
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The ‘force’ and ‘jedis’ are fiction, a figment of Lucas’ imagination.
If there was some truth to the psychosis of each of us, then wouldn’t we agree on certain things? But each of our delusions and hallucinations are unique to each of us.
Still, and I don’t want to say something to get this thread closed, but… I think there is some truth to the delusions… just my opinion. ‘There are more things in heaven and earth than are dreamt of by scientists…’
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