What happened to me...ugly af


#1

i got fatter. and my skin gives me trouble…I have a receding hairline, yesterday I made the mistake of going clean shaven for thanksgiving and I looked like ■■■■. when I look in the mirror I don’t like what I see. I used to be good looking and athletic a 7 for sure, now im a 5 or 6 best, so average. I guess 10 years of booze and coffee finally caught up to me.

I know it can get better. I can eat clean, put on some muscle, work on my bodyfat %, grow my facial hair back, get some sun in the summer…I know it’s silly but right now my motivation is to not let myself keep sliding.


#2

I’m 42 and am definitely feeling like a forty-something-year-old-guy. My hairs gotten thinner on top. I’m not as strong or solid as i used to be. I find that i don’t move as good as i used to. I suppose if i worked out more i could slow down the process some. I walk in the mornings and i was doing push ups but i kind of fell off with that. Got to get back on them.


#3

You are a wonderful person. Don’t let your looks dictate that. :star_struck::star_struck::star_struck:


#4

thank you @GrayBear. I just feel like a turd today, I shouldn’t have shaved my beard, it was hiding my chin fat.


#5

Yeah @Boogaloo you cool in my book. However I’m 28. This lady at the hospital thought I might have been under 18 the other day I’m like wtf do I really look THAT young? And why? I don’t think so.


#6

you’d pass for over 18 to me but you look young for sure. it’s a good thing to have such young genes. they will keep you well into your adult years. im looking almost middle aged today and I only just turned 34, im sliding for sure sitting on this couch, reading sz.com. it’s unbelievable how much I aged since 2 summers ago. I have video of myself but no pictures.


#7

I used to look so freaking young. But I was also immature making me look young. I drank a lot and smoked cigarettes to get an older look. Now I’m happy with how I look and quit both those things, on less meds, healthier eating habits and I walk daily. These things help me.

When I was off my abilify I lost 8 pounds in a month. Since , I’ve gained 1 lb back on 10 mg abilify rather than 20. But I know I can lose weight easier on the lower dose now.

Not encouraging you to change your meds but they really do toll the lbs on.


#8

You look like a kid.


#9

i get no sex at all…


#10

It’s been awhile since I felt confident. Maybe two years or so. When I get off meds I lose weight quick and start gaining confidence. It isn’t a good idea because I lose my mind. I guess I’ll settle for being a fatty better than losing touch with reality.


#11

You could probably pass for 20 years old.


#12

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