i got fatter. and my skin gives me trouble…I have a receding hairline, yesterday I made the mistake of going clean shaven for thanksgiving and I looked like ■■■■. when I look in the mirror I don’t like what I see. I used to be good looking and athletic a 7 for sure, now im a 5 or 6 best, so average. I guess 10 years of booze and coffee finally caught up to me.
I know it can get better. I can eat clean, put on some muscle, work on my bodyfat %, grow my facial hair back, get some sun in the summer…I know it’s silly but right now my motivation is to not let myself keep sliding.