as every friday i bring france 24 channel francais and begin to listen and read news in french
but i found my mother call for me as she think she has high blood pressure
i found really she had high blood pressure
so i measured her blood pressure i found it high really
so i give her blood pressure meds
the hallucination taking to me dont learn french !!! or we will hurt your mother !!!
your mother will die cia said this !!!
afterthat i stop listening and reading french now
as everyweekend they disturb me
so i m like continuing working from week to week from week to week with little rest
i m very bad luck person in fact
i m scz and taking meds and i need care why i m living in egypt
if there is better life in other countries but i m scz and taking meds
if not saying i m persecuted and some ppl control my life and me from too much time ago !!!from 2010 !!!
btw our weekend in egypt is friday
sorry bud…I am sorry you don’t like your country…I feel very lucky to be born in the united states.
they are just thoughts in chaos of my mind but i dont mind living in egypt
like so many decent respected ppl here living good life indeed
but believe me they are just thoughts in the chaos of my mind
and when i feel my freedom is very limited like today----they dont me practise my hobby of learning french
i begin to think why i m still i m living here ??!!!
thank you for your response
I tried escaping sz when i was off meds by living in another country, it didn’t workout. Sz is in the brain which follows me everywhere as its me
Not to make you angry or cause any kind of offense but it really not nice to say that you don’t like another person’s mother land.
Not to make you angry.
Sorry.
Did the voices say why they don’t want you to learn French? Are the voices okay with other hobbies?
I’m in Canada. We woke up to -17C on Thursday morning. I asked myself, “Why am I living here?”
You are so righ Azizt. In my youth before meds I wanted to escape from the illness by moving to another land but didn’t. You know when you move the ghost follows with you.
yeah they say so
they dont me to learn french
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