i don’t even know why but i feel like i can’t do ■■■■ and i give up on everything it doesn’t make sense i really want a job even well actually I just want money even tho i don’t really need money yet but it would be nice to have some money saved to move out once im older so i won’t get nagged all day but also i am kinda afraid to be by myself all the time i go crazy when i am the only one home for even a week when everyone is gone, I’m taking courses and I’m a year behind because my papers were messed up at first but now I have access to all of my classes and I don’t even work on anything I think I ruined my chances at going to a good college when I went from public school to online school but everyone at school hated me and hearing voices and stuff didn’t help I just want to make money so I can try to make myself happy but I can’t focus and my only motivation is to die, my moth said she would help me with my classes but I don’t think she could really help me and I feel like all this time is just going by but nothing is changing
It’s all in the mind. You most likely have skills and talents that I’d be totally envious of that you just take for granted. Depressions a lying b,astard don’t listen to him.
I literally have no talents the only thing I am good at is suffering
That’s the depression talking not you!!!
I have trouble doing simple things that everyone else can do. I can operate a computer only in the most rudimentary fashion. I destroyed the lawn mower when I was mowing the lawn, so they are going to give me another lawn mower to destroy. I think they get a tax write off for it. I guess some good came out of it.