I am thinking that how to spent time more fun and how to rest and that my intellect is poor
I think:
I need more sleep. My heart feels like it needs a rest. I am in pain. No more eating dairy nor meat accidentally.
It’s hot.
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People are stupid they dont know what sz is
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How to get an aesthetic body. Things to watch and games to play. wishing i was dead sometimes.
Trying to decide when I’m going to get over my diagnosis and move on. Thinking about whether I have avolition or it’s just laziness I blame on the disease. Why I don’t like to do the things I used to like to do. How I don’t like to be in a position of responsibility where people depend on me to get things done but I don’t have a choice in the matter. Feeling guilty about spending so much time on this forum.
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Really?? I think ways to improve myself, always focused on my body and symptoms and inconsciently relating their to something I could improve… I think I need a bit of daily mindfullness☺
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I’m thinking about how frustrated I feel when I understand something quickly that other people don’t understand, but I also don’t understand a lot of things that all the normal people understand without effort.
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I am thinking the ugliness of this world is captivating =(
About chatting this girl up. I probably won’t, but it’s nice to fantasise about these things 
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Right now, I have something positive in my life I can use divert my negative and painful thoughts away…generally i think all day that I am unattractive and a failure and I will never be successful. But I met a woman. And thinking about a possible future with her makes my negative thoughts melt away
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1st you are awesome. and so sorry you feel this way =( I feel ugly and see ugly 
so
You can always turn your life around. I hope you will be happy
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could be the medication too. Abilify made me so lazy for example. I can not handle big responsibilities but small tasks.
I know people find me attractive, but gaining this much weight makes me feel terrible, and is the reason I switch meds so often. I used to be 120 lbs 2 years ago which is nearly underweight (im a 5’9 woman). But now im nearly overweight. But the fact that this woman finds me attractive really helps my self confidence. Thanks for the kind wishes:) and you are awesome yourself!
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That is too skinny =( it is not even attractive, it looks sad =( I was 105 at 16 years old at 5,5
at 25 - 115 now 160 
I am slowly losing weight to be 125 - too skinny is not attractive!
I am sure you are beautiful ! and beauty is subjective, something you like, others don’t. Wish you good luck !
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