I am proud of myself that I accept life without alcohol anymore. It has been very tempting for me recently as I have not drunk in a while but I came to the realisation that it is simply not worth the risk!
and that I should try and see if i can become confident via baby steps in other healthy ways.Either ways, alcohol will fundamentally stress me out cos I will think ooh what if i just increased my chance of voices and that stress in itself aint good. so I just gots to accept my life how it is without alcohol no other choice really!
and also I am learning my first song on the guitar, three little birds by Bob Marley, theres a really good tutorial on youtube for it, clear and to the point.
Deciding to give self-employment a try even though it puts everything at risk.
I had a place on a course starting next month for Nursing, but after discussing it here and with family, it seems I might not be best placed to be a mental health nurse.
Anyway, I can survive for 12 months on benefits and supplementing my income with savings, so I have help and I am going to try and make a go of it.
I left my job of 6 years. It’s hard to turn away from working in IT as a data analyst as I used my degree to get that job, but I have gone back to what I did before the whole University thing.
I am proud that I’m a very laid back, charming and easy going person…
I am proud I quit smoking pot and cigarettes…
I am proud to have my own apartment…
I am proud to dispose every bad habit…
I’m proud that Im on good terms with my folks …
I love my girlfriend she’s a sweetheart…