Yes, I don’t have any delusions but I’m still paranoid. I’m suspicious about people. But it could also be anxiety. Idk??
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Neither tired nor numb.
I’m fine. 
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Was out today to get my meds. I feel like I’m in a Turman show. Lol. Hard to shake off.
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Oh cool. That’s good to hear u found the right mix. 
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Same as @Om_Sadasiva - truman show and simulation. That only happened during psychosis.
I no longer have delusions.
Abilify works just fine.
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How long did it take for the delusions to go away? Abilify wasn’t good for me. Made it hard to think.
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Oh. I’ve had 3 episodes. The first episode was the longest and most damaging. Delusions went away after a couple of months or less, but negative symptoms persisted for years.
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I thought I was Jesus and that the mafia working with the devil were trying to kill and poison me with a radioactive poison.
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Specifically this:
“By mass, polonium-210 is one of the deadliest toxins, around 250 billion times more toxic than hydrogen cyanide.”
Yea negative symptoms can be worse than Sz for me. I had those for 2 yrs.
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I know someone who also thought he was jesus. Cool radioactive poison
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I don’t have any positive symptoms now on 5mg risperidone but my negative symptoms are too bad.
I know what that’s like. It went away for me when I changed from Invega to something called abdin. Now I’m happy. maybe it’s the meds?
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Thats Abilify. Yes my negative symptoms were much better on Abilify but I still couldn’t work or hold a job for more than a month.
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My max is 3 Mos then I quit. Yup its the same generic term with abilify. Hehe
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I wish I can go back to Abilify but it wasn’t too good for my positive symptoms, on it I also had anger issues and impulsitity.
I didn’t do well with abilify but I did with abdin. It’s more mellow. Ohhh. I understand anger issues and restlessness.
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I have a good spirit and an evil spirit living in my head between my skull and brain. I killed my mother in law with my thoughts. The hitmen sent by my husband’s tenant want to break in our house one night and kill us.
Groundhog day delusion is still here… that im in a game and somehow I need to reach certain levels to progress, and that I should like everyone otherwise the same deja vu will happen all day long. Meds don’t end this, wish it did. But that is better than hearing a million voices, at point point, so much that I smashed my head against the wall. The groundhog day delusions is acceptable, the voices are not. Now I do still have voices, but not a million anymore. More like two or three, and whispers. So meds helped a bit.
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