I took Wellbutrin for negative symptoms and it made me worse. I was able to work at my mother’s accounting office but after taking Wellbutrin I coudn’t focus on work and I quit. It made me sleep all day.
Its been over 2 months I quit Wellbutrin and I still get scared of work. I am thinking about switching from Latuda to Risperdal+Sarcosine(supplement).
Did my psy fk up my brain?
I told him and he said its very weird that it did this. He doesn’t know what to do.
The thing is that I am never happy with my situation even when I was working because I left all my friends. I have a hard time accepting that I am sick, psy said its because of SZ that I refused treatment before and why now I am not accepting and being happy with my condition.
I always want to get better by messing with different meds. I should have accepted myself the way I was when working and not mess with my brain. I don’t know now when this fear of work and ppl at work will wear off. I also have a fear of work because I failed at more than 15 jobs. Its like a phobia now.
Why don’t you try something that you determine your own hours? Mow people’s lawns, walk dogs, stuff like that. That way, your income is directly related to the amount of work you do and you’re not responsible to other people just yet.
You seem to have a talent with writing stuff. I worked from home for over ten years as a freelance writer and blog writer. You could start an informational blog on Sz. Write at your own pace and put Adsense on it. Perfect, slow paced work