Ive laways had a problem with the problems in life and the negativity from them, but we have real problems lately… And my mom was in pain today, because of it… I dont want to be an insensible psycho anymore, so i listened her, i tried to help, but its serious…
So i ended up with the feeling of a totally mashed brain and my body got weak and shaky too… In fact, i mean, that it was mainly very physical, so painful too… But who else gets physical too at his/her worst? This is still a sz??? gosh…
I have to go outside this 27 january to see the commission for my pension disability and idk how i’ll do it with these physical disabilities and the fear in my mind 
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Who else was feeling as a physical wreck too from his schizophrenia pls? I hope one day i’ll get better though…
I am very pissed off tbh, that my sz is soo physical… Really… I feel all shaky and in pain… Yeah, i was diagnosed with somatics and conversion disorder, but i wish it was easier… Plus this is always accompanied with paranoia and anxiety so its hell…
All the info around me was jockeying in my head today, i wasnt calm in my mind and i find, that i couldnt think from paranoia…
Did you go through physical discomfort because of your sz too?
I’ll fight, but wish me luck for the 27th of january, idk how ill do it till the commission, talk to them or even stand on my feet… It would have been easier, but we have problems now in the family 
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Does i feel bad physically, cause i am mostly anxious and paranoid?
My ex pdoc used to say, that i have the impression to cant think, cause i have mostly paranoid thoughts… My paranoia is not typical, maybe thats why the meds dont work well on my anxiety and the paranoia …
Did your paranoia also was hitting you in your body? Yeah, imagine what is to cant stand on your feet by fear… My thinking is a mess then too… I have some physical sensations in my head too then…
Maybe i wasnt compelled for years to face the others and the reality, but its still hard… Do you think the zyprexa can relieve my physical sensations one day, please? Nobody???
The other szs seem to have physical suffering too i find from what i saw in front of the docs cabinets, but few talk about this, idk… MY pdoc just said, that i am not so delusional, but that my sz is uncommonly painful, cause i somatize yeah…
my body gets really tense sometimes cause of the stress and that hurts my shoulders… besides that i don’t have so much physical pain tbh…
My sz is very, very physical… I was feeling alone on this before… My thinking was very sick too… I have all kind of sensations, heaviness, weakness, all kind of pains over my body, i cant count them, they are so many… I wonder why my sz is precisely so physical, any opinion?
Today it was a better day for me and this illness, but now i start to get sleepy, heavy, want to say f*** to everything again… I have this since kid, thats why i was worrying before…
But yeap, my sz is ultra physical too, i am really disabled too because of this… I know, none of my ill friends irl doesnt have somatics like this… My ex pdoc was saying, that my sz is not so heavy, but uncommonly painful… I closed myself precisely because of this… Its a lot to be scared, but disabled physically too… I hope ill get relieved on this one day…
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