War in Israel- hell behind the door

Accidentally I was in Tel Aviv when the rockets started to fall. they came by surprise.
we drove in a car, parked in the middle of the road like everyone else, and ren to the closest underground parking space. I felt the “booms” in my bouns. people were running, crying. my friend was terrified, I was less. more calm, outside the real events, somewhere deep in my mind like it was just some film.
without surprise, that day was very important to me on a critical level. all of my crow gattered together. my personal hell was yet not closed, I felt that my huge fate is pulling the strings of reality. three hours before the sky cried rockets, I cried bitter tears because this beautiful land and her people tortured me for so long.
I know that I am the mirror through which god testing the heart of Israel.
I am the daughter of chaos. it is not my choice it is my fate.
It is not my fault, it is my role in this life, I don’t want this horrible war but if I wasn’t here, she would never occur
i am so tired

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Im sorry you experienced that. It sounds terrifying. Im glad you survived.

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My best wishes to the people of Israel.

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You cant blame yourself.

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I’m sorry you had to go through that. It’s devastating

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I read about it and just watching the videos is terrifying. Prayers for israel.

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@Yellowdiamond

Its truly terrifying.

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Sorry you had to go through that.

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Wow, I can’t imagine. Thank God you’re okay. Are you feeling all right?

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Geez, war is such a terrible thing. I pray you stay safe!

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I hope Israel and Palestine agree to de-escalate the conflict. The Palestinians will carry the heaviest burden of this tragedy, like they always do, and I think it is especially horrific that this is happening during their holiest time of the year. But I sympathize with the fear on the Israeli side as well.

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I’m so sorry Ola
Praying for you

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thanks. I wish it will be better for everyone, Arabs and us. there are violent animals on each side

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i miss my mom…
she is in Odessa, what am I doing here???

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well, they started, so the time was picked by them. I hope that soon it will be more peaceful for all of us. all citizens from both sides.
the Palestinian people are ling under the boot of Hamas. Hamas came to this small land of Gaza with forces and tock control over them after the war between Hizballa und Hames, then…
so they started yo shut on us, knowing that we will react ( 860 missals in one night from Gaza on Israel, there is no way to ignore that)
but Hamas don’t care about the population of Gaza. they care only about war and to rule, to ruin Israel.
off course that the depth’s of human life is horrible.
but if we will stay still, they will kill us. literally.

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I wish for peace between the Israelis and Palestinians.

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i am in the north of Israel now. found a place far from this.
thanks
god, this is so horrible

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thanks. i am fine but cant stop worrying for my friends, I cant hear about street valance any more

not directly… I dont blame my self. it is not my fault that I am me.

thanks. we need that