It’s 2am and I don’t want to sleep. I’m reluctant every night to sleep as I enjoy my me time reading thrillers every night.
I wish I could stay up all night but reluctantly take my quetiapine at 2am to get at least 5 hours sleep till just before sunrise at 7:30am.
If I could, I’d sleep after breakfast instead of at night. I like to rest in day with my husband but at night I want to be awake all night.
Is this part of sz/sza or mania? Or is it normal night owl behaviour? I don’t feel manic, I just want to be awake all night and sleep in morning or afternoon.
If it weren’t that I worry about my physical health I’d not sleep. I love the night time the most. The solitude and calm. Fortunately my husband lets me stay up late.
Anyone else like this? Is it sign of mental illness? Or normal?