For a long, long time I suffered the delusions my voices were my friends, even my god, because they helped me out of so many difficulties, while, in truth, they just wanted me attached to them so they could eventually make me commit suicide. The voices are not your friends.
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I know for sure mine aren’t these days
Right. I have literally had a voice command me to take an overdose. Which I stupidly did.
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They did same to me but it didn’t work
I never did what the voices told me, and I never understood schizophrenics that did. Some voices were pleasant others were not, sometimes I would have conversations with them (in my head).
For example I was driving to my final exam in organic chemistry and a voice told me not to go to the University and write my exam, I ignored it, I went to the school and wrote my exam anyways, and nothing bad happened from ignoring the command. I was psychotic while writing the exam and couldn’t concentrate, my grade in the course took a hit, but I still passed the course.
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Did they actually say that to you or did you just cop that? I’m confused with my voices as well sometimes they are nice etc and it can be confusing, they said the don’t want me hurting anyone and also say their only gone for my mothers sake (because I would lean on her) I get them intermittently these days. Not actual voices these days but thought like voices.
But yeah, I get the feeling they are planning something as well, they say they’ll be back loud after my mothers death.
Most of my voices are good.
Some are bad.
Some are neutral.
I’ve heard two people who knew schizophrenics who had like carbon copy symptoms of mine. My intention of the post was Maybe if the voices are mean to you at times and nice at other times they are really trying to kill you and they don’t want you to reject them so they are nice to you. My voices are all mean now and want me dead for no good reason, but I do have nice voices that seemed unrelated, so maybe I’m still fooled.
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I’ve only had positive voices a few times. Last night they told me to die.
My voices would tell me many nice things but eventually they turn on you. They just try to get you to trust them so that you will do stuff.
And when you don’t listen they become negative or stop trying eventually
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My voices are sometimes of people that is real and exist. I have paranoid schizophrenia that made me believe that people where on webcams and monitoring me through hidden cameras on phone, telly and pc screen. And they communicate to me through webcams and that l have been exposed so long that l can hear them.
Even if my voices really not are real. I used to think that l had to make them turn of their webcams for the voices to stop, so l had mental battles with them to make them turn off so l can get some peace.
As for now with so many rounds with rehab and such l can live with it. Sometimes l still get psychoses but it doesnt last weeks and months.
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I had an awakening of some sort and thought I could hear people’s spirits. I still think I’m aware sometimes of another realm, the imagination self. I don’t believe in a true self as in permanent self.
My voices are almost all bad! They have always been.
My voices are basically saying my time is up
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I had something similar. I thought me and my friends were all part of a scheam to change society. I keep thinking the sounds outside and around the house are communicating with me and that people were watching me on my phone.
My intelligible voices used to speak to me out of books and other texts. They would guide, comfort, teach, console, preach, chastise, scold, threaten, command and insult me. I would do almost everything they said. I never knew if it was God or Satan talking to me. It seemed like God.
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Would they use triggers or things within the environment that you responded too.
Would they also be baiting you for a reaction as to continue the torture or emotional abuse.
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Great post, would they still require your attention in order to preform the abuse towards you.
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@Melzer do not post that conspiracy theory on this site. We do not allow that type of conversation as it is not real and serves to win d up members.
No, they’re not. And that is not allowed here, either.