I hear faint voices due to my low antipsychotic dosage, and at night when nothing is distracting me, I converse with them. I realized that their whole ploy is to make you feel like the worst person on Earth, and any attempt of theirs to befriend you is to manipulate you to that end.
Notice how schizophrenics always think they are like the devil or the beast, it’s because of the voices’ manipulation. Don’t befriend the voices, do what you can to treat the schizophrenic symptoms fully. Don’t give them a ■■■■■■■ inch. Not even a millimeter.
You are at war with those symptoms.
You need to liberate your innocent, true self from them. Don’t succumb to their siren song!
There are plenty of people in the real world who will be your friend, you don’t need the voices. They are abusive pieces of sh-t anyways.
Just that I am some kind of absolutely bad figure. If you let the psychosis fester, the belief of how bad you are gets worse and worse.
I don’t truly think my ambition of healing schizophrenics makes me the devil or anything like that, but the voices try to manipulate me into thinking that.
I have a belief due to psychotic event that I’m holding devil inside me. It also now makes me think it wants antichrists of schizophrenics. It’s hard thing to shake off since the psychosis was so real with strong tactile hallucinations.
The voices take away the freedom for a person to use negative visualization, which is helpful in stressful situations. They just catalyze the negative until you feel like a piece of ■■■■.
Mine seem so real I tell them to leave me alone. They are pretty terrible they put perverted pictures in my mind and tell me often that I am going to die like they think I deserve to. How do I get rid of them?
There are people that have put their SZ in remission with a low fat low protein strict raw vegan diet that provides a surplus of antioxidants that can heal the brain, but 99.99% of people won’t do that.
Heck, I’m health obsessed and even I don’t want to do that. Would feel like having a salad feedbag strapped to my face all day.
I’m looking for the middle ground with a somewhat healthy diet, Alkaline water (has ample antioxidant-like properties), and supplements.
Best supplement I’ve found for symptoms so far is Amyloban 3399. It has helped a half dozen people on the forum so far.
I’m going to experiment with a mitochondrial antioxidant, SkQ1, in a month. I actually expect it to fully heal me! Animal trials for it have been mind-blowing so far.
Yes, I have seemed to have beaten mine and achieved absolute peace with any that remain. I
wrote journal entries of quote unquote exactly what was said between me and my voices (by name where possible) every time I felt scared or stressed out (1st Person Transcripts)
always complied with my meds, enabling me to absolutely minimise the dosage my psych. prescribed. I could take my summaries or actual 1st Person Transcripts to my psych to help answer their questions
believed that the 1st person transcripts were like legal evidence proving I was innocent and my voices were guilty of (human) crimes against me. SO I was able to know I was good, and being vtimized by unknown, unacknowledged, (non-existant) life forms
got help from a qualified social worker through my doctor. And read these forums.
This led to a belief in my own good, and proof of crimes against me, by beings that my psych and science claim don’t exist - and I won. I can kill them, but I forgive. And I won.
I have a similar experience with voices - I see aliens and demons and i think the devil is in my head lying to me - I see perverted things just walking down the street in vision - I see pentagrams popping out of the ground - I hear faint whispers and see visions that deeply trouble me…
f I can make out what their saying