Anyone feel like they have no privacy due to the voices they hear. I only hear one voice from an old friend and feel like they hear my every thought. Anyone else feel this way? What do you do to calm yourself down?
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Well back in 2008 when I was unmedicated, I was really angry at my lack of privacy. A couple of years ago I started hearing a voice occasionally. When it came from my living room when I was in the bedroom, I felt a little paranoid.
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Do you still hear voices? And if not how long have you been voice free?
The couple of years ago, I talked to my pdoc, and he upped the dosage of my AP. I was hallucinating last summer, but don’t know if I heard voices. I had switched to 5mg Abilify. My pdoc upped it to 10mg, and the hallucinations mostly went away. It sometimes sounds like someone is outside my front door, but when I check, nobody is there. Yesterday I heard a voice in my apartment building hallway, but nobody was there. I haven’t heard it since.
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I was voice free with the exception of a couple of years ago, and this year.
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Thanks for the info!
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Yes. It’s ■■■■■■■ miserable.
Yeah, I haven’t had a shower in a while, due to no privacy.
Yeah I still have a fear sometimes that I’m being spied on, but I remember if you’re not really doing anything wrong then what’s their to be afraid of?
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I feel the same way Dizzy but it’s still bothersome 
I feel like my voices hear my every thought too. I hate it when I have thoughts I don’t want them to hear.
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I can relate. I cant seem to get in the shower this Sunday morn. Im praying for a do-over. Its pretty intense right now.
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Part of the time i believe they read my thoughts. The rest of the time, i believe they give me my thoughts.
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YES! I know I am being monitored 247. They monitor my thoughts, actions, words, and dreams and at times can control/influence them! I am constantly paranoid/anxious/fearful of everything I do because of this. I feel that being around loads of people can be extremely overwhelming and have isolated the last 5 years because of these entities. It can be immensely awkward trying to hold conversations with random people!
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You’re making the voices yourself. They don’t come from without.
I just mostly feel like they wait until I’m doing something, and don’t want to be bothered, to bother me with the most stupid nonsense, no one needs to know.
I often feel like I have no privacy.
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I don’t care about lack of privacy. I’m still scratching my ass and picking my nose. It doesn’t affect me as much as others.
Man you just gotta chill out and enjoy the ride.
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Oh yeah,…dreams too. I dont remember my dreams very often but when i do, it seems like they are implanted. Like, really weird and bizarre. Words being used i have never heard before. I sound them out, look them up in dictionary, and yes, not only are they valid words, the definitions are terrifyingly eerie.