I punched my brother in the head two weeks ago.
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What an ■■■■■■■! He will get his one day and by then, you never know, he might apologize to you.
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I don’t think he will ever change or apologize, he’s always been like that never apologized to my other brother or my parents.
yeah see you gotta learned to leave the situation immediately, just go in your room or something right away.
i dont fight with my bro any more our last fight he sprained his thumb and hand, I sprained my wrist lol my head was cut. So we decided after that to only fight other people together if it had to be lol. hes just about a black belt in brazillian ju jitsu now so id lose for sure 
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He choked me and I lost consciousness when we were 16 y.o. He also threw D batteries on my face and chairs.
Wow. He sounds like a psychopath.
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Idk he’s not a criminal though.
thats around the last time we fought actually he was 16 I was 17.
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my youngest brother he said his biggest memory of me as a kid was me chasing him with a golf club lol. i dont even remember trying to hit him with a golfclub. kids they can just be out of control growing up eh
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My mother told me that when I was 6 I took a knife and ran after my older cousin (she). It scared all her family.
have you ever tried anything like anger management course?
I think DBT can help for dealing with anger and violence impulses. honestly its something I might look into more.
since ive been dealing with my mixed episode its been heavily geared towards violent thinking and anger/agitation. just been taking risperidone for a couple weeks to tamp it down.
one of my strategies has been to change the content of my thoughts to something positive to try and switch the images/thoughts.
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I have no energy to even get out of the house, now that I dont have a psychiatrist, I will never get out of my house.
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I have no concentration too to interact with a therapist, books or videos.
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yeah fair enough, its hard to do any of that stuff with no energy. hope your energy level will improve one day
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Risperdal is reducing my anger.
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Thanks @LevelJ1
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it seems to do that for me as well. it just slows down my thinking and I get a bit more rational. It doesnt sedate me though but i only take like 2mg
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Yea me too, it also reduces my suspicions, delusions and paranoia that make me more violent
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I might try ziprasidone 40mg bid for this mixed mood agression/agitation crap. I just want to see what the difference is and its side effect / metabolic profile seems better. Im not sure it matter though if Im only taking it for like a month when im in an acute state though. Im meeting my pdoc on monday to discuss it all.
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dude its true. last night I was so upset over nothing I just went on a 40km night bike ride to try and cool down. I get home and I see my light is off in my room. my immediate thought was “my roommates broke into my room and turned my light off to piss me off” im thinking there dead im gonna destroy them.
in mixed mood i have too much energy but its all agitated
I get in and see my door is still locked so I slowly came to conclusion it was me that turned it off.
my brain just goes from 0 to 1000 so fast over seemingly nothing , mostly imagined things.
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