They are when I don’t take my meds. They are not when I do. That’s the difference between taking my meds and not taking them.
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This happened to me once. The voices called me “erudite” and I had to look up what it was.
Kind of ironic 
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So you think they’re separate beings with their own intelligence or it’s your subconscious?
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Hmmm, good question, @Om_Sadasiva.
When everything was first going down, I believed the voices were separate entities.
Now that I’m on meds, I’ve been rationalizing that experience: I heard a lot of big words when I was away at university, so perhaps that was one that I was introduced to.
It really depends on the day. Sometimes they’re so separate from me… They amaze me sometimes.
But, I have to say that it’s a lot healthier believing that they’re just a part of the subconscious, though.
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Treatment resistant is a good term for the stragglers
You probably have an unrealistically low self image. Are the voices realistic? Or are they delusional?
Medication unfornetly take the other half of our brain.but beliving helps us.we have to help our selfs.medication keeps calm.everything has net negative.we loose but we win.
why does no one wana know me .i dont know im the straggler here maybe.
@oulabi you can message me if you want to talk
does the medication make you shake.body shaking i mean.i dont think i have schizophrenia i took maybe the wrong medication.i lived in different countries and i get mixed up in different languages.i cant pronounce i run out of breath quickly.anyways thank you for listening to me,i appreciate it.
I always wondered this too. Some of my voices are just wickedly smart and have literally tricked me before. Other of my voices are so wise and help me through situations I am otherwise stumped on.
I dunno psychosis is wild.
I thought about weird crap like clones or people in vats communicating with me telepathically or inserting thoughts into my head. Like imagine a world renowned physicist telling me ideas or concerns and stuff periodically while I sleep or while I’m awake. Giving me knowledge or even harassing me lol.
I’ve thought about this early on and I guess I still do rarely if ever.
My problem is I feel these ideas or whatever are suppressed from me or the general public now. It makes me feel really paranoid about life.
I’m sure they made an X-Files episode about this phenomenon or even a movie.
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I also have thought insertion. In my case it was by the Devil
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I guess mine is more technological, conspiratorial, or even alien type stuff as opposed to spirituality and spiritual/religion type stuff that most people experience here.
The two might not be mutually exclusive and may have some overlap for obvious reasons I won’t mention or go into here.
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I feel spirituality and religion is more noble and pure, etc. While what I’m experiencing is technological and borders demonic like Illuminati. I figured religion is a type 5+ civilization. I migjt have been or inducted into a type 4 or 5 civilization in a past life hence my alien origin, suffering, etc. I might have been an archon, mimic, annunaki, reptilian, fallen angel, etc. Not proud of it but we can time travel, escape universes, and build them.
I’m just being targeted and in hell with schizophrenia. Been like this for billions of years or more. Worse than hell.
I was forced to be an evangelical which is fine and I love it now. But it used to be painful as I was turned into an anunnaki alien hybrid. Some aliens like ebens and Draco reptilians are way more powerful and have probably given me insanity as well as the illuminati and some shadow governments lol…
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You have some complex delusions, dude
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Are you into these things in your everyday life? Do you believe in illuminati, for example? Are your delusions exaggerated versions of your normal beliefs?
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Not sure what you mean. Unfortunately, I believe in illuminati.
It’s simple. I just ask if your fixed delusions are fed by your strange and unusual beliefs?
Other way around I think.
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