Vent..again

i feel like i constantly mess everything up i can’t escape it like it was meant to be my only one talent and it’s not even a good talent not one i want at least i can’t take the constant pain i feel after i just do something wrong or mess up or my parents yell and scream at me and i snap back and i get in more trouble and it only makes me madder not at them at myself i never console myself i only blame myself even when i did nothing wrong and everyone’s mad i’m always thinking “what am i doing wrong?” or “how can i make it up to people” or “what can i do to myself to make other’s forgive me” why must i always screw up everything i do? i can’t live constant guilt but it always seems to follow me no matter who i make upset on accident i wish i was someone else so i wouldn’t hate myself for being me or messing up

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Feeling guilty is symptom of sz people …
We all feel over guilty

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are your parents hard on you? i’m guessing they might be.

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Especially if someone is pushing your guilt over roof…

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Messing up is an essential part of success. If you never make mistakes then you can never learn and grow properly as a person. All mistakes mean is that you have room for improvement. Learn from the experience and move forward.

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yeah my parents are hard on me :pensive_face:

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my dad was tremendously this (in an abusive way) and my mom was kind of also that (in the same kind of way) so i understand.

sorry about this, though.

are you feeling better today?

yeah i’m feeling a lot better

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