Today I was sleeping half the day away again. Didn’t feel like going to class. Had a bad dream that the main demon after me kidnapped me. I was a child for some reason. He kept other children too. He abused us. I was the only one who resisted him and he just seemed to find it funny. I badly wanted to escape but I was just a child and was powerless to do so. It was a very sad dream.
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I’m sorry you had such a frightening dream. Do you believe dreams have meaning or are problem solving? Does the dream seem to have anything related to your childhood? (No need to be specific if it does.)
I do believe dreams have meaning. I feel like I had this one because I’ve felt my psychosis coming back on and it brings me back to my first big episode where I experienced horrible things. I wasn’t ever abused as a child or anything. Though sometimes I wonder due to the things I’ve experienced, and I know that I have a tendency to just delete things from my memory I don’t like. It terrifies me actually, to think something could have happened to me and I just deleted it all. But it’s pretty unlikely anything did happen.
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The most interesting thing is that I can almost never remember my dreams. It used to be that for the longest time I didn’t have dreams. Nowadays I am dreaming again although I don’t remember them. Some people with sz experience a problem with nightmares. I don’t really have advice for you other than maybe bring it up with your psychologist. That and don’t let it get to you too much it is just a dream in the end. Anyway have sweet dreams in the future anna.
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