Ups and Downs

School and Work
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Hi peeps,

So work has been up and down since I started back in November.

It’s been tough not coming off as awkward around coworkers, and I find myself feeling really insecure and lacking confidence in group situations.

I was hired as a seasonal employee for the holidays, and now they’re deciding which seasonal hires to keep on board.

It’s down to the wire, as there are three open spots and four hires left.

Part of me would like to stay, but I just fear that I’ll never truly “vibe” with my coworkers.

The other part of me is at peace with being let go-- it’s been pretty stressful at times trying to keep the anxiety at bay, and that stress has certainly been a challenge most days.

I’ve contacted my therapist but have yet to make an appointment, since my days off and my therapist’s appointment openings haven’t lined up as of yet.

Hoping to talk to her about why I feel like everyone around me hates me, and hopefully how to get over this feeling of dread I get during certain social situations.

Thanks for reading and hope you all are well :sunflower:

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its best to enjoy the ups, and dont worry too much or stress when down. i dont think anyone around you hates you, you seem very likeable but i know how it is because i have these thoughts sometimes.

i always enjoy your morning posts on say anything

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You’re right-- just coast on the positive :call_me_hand:.

I appreciate you putting things into a bit more perspective. Thanks so much for your reply, @cigarino :slightly_smiling_face:

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It’s hard for us in work situations. I hope you get what you need.

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Definitely.

Attempting to pass as a “normie” can be exhausting, let alone completing the actual work one has to do. Sometimes it’s almost like trying to balance two jobs at once.

Thank you @SunLion :slightly_smiling_face:

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I know how that feels. I hope the best scenario works out for you, whatever it may be. But just remember you’re just there to work, not make friends. Just continue being kind and helpful and hang in there if you keep the job

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I think your doing a good job at it. Your way of letting it be is good for peace of mind.
Don’t worry about trying to vibe with everyone, as long as your presentable and do the work you will be just fine at any job.
cheers to the future.

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Very true.

So I took your advice and kinda kept my head down at work today and it went more smoothly.

Thanks @LilyoftheValley :slightly_smiling_face:

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I’ll just really focus on my job and keep being nice to people. Maybe they’ll just think I’m awkward but alright :upside_down_face:.

Thanks for your reply @LevelJ1 :slightly_smiling_face:

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hey its ok to be awkward :smile: Im awkward too lol and I say things without thinking.
We will be doing just fine :blush:

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Sorry to hear it’s a struggle. I could relate to some of that myself.

Hopefully things improve or that something better comes around.

All the best

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Thanks @anon1466656-- wishing you the best as well in your studies :slightly_smiling_face:

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I’m glad it helped :slight_smile:

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