its been a while since i last posted but anyway hope everyone is doing well.
Feel like my life is slowly going back to sh*t. last eight or so months i have been working in retail. for about 6 of those, i was team leader. the problem was i wasnt signed off as one. now few days ago my manager has told me there is no way i will get promoted. he basically used me till he found poeple that he liked, even though they dont know as much as me.
so now im looking for a new job while working somewhere that i know no one gives a sh*t about me. Feel used, have broken sleep, keep worrying about my job security.
feel i could relapse anytime soon. sometimes felt like crying but cant, have this horrible feeling most of the day.
im worried about my MH and my job security, i dont want to fail, but im beginning to question myself why im even trying.
got nowhere to talk, work side i have but mental health side still told noone.
feel like sh*t.