So, my mom is in a full-blown psychotic break. I’ve been talking about it here, a few times.
One of my brothers recently moved into my mom’s house, maybe 3 weeks ago. He was going to keep an eye on her, make sure she’s eating, make sure she’s safe, etc…
Well, my mom’s paranoia is way out of control. I just learned that last night, she accused my brother of stealing “her chair”. He kept saying he didn’t take it. But she started to get violent, so he ran to his room and locked the door.
My mom was banging on the door, screaming that she KNEW her chair was in his room. She eventually broke the door INTO PIECES!! She was threatening to kill my brother. He called the police.
But the police in that area are ■■■■■■■ useless. My brother fled to my other brother’s apartment and is staying there now. To be safe from my mom.
This is getting way out of control.
I recently called my mom a few times, before all of this, wanting to know what we’re doing for Mother’s Day. But she ignored all of my calls. I even texted, asking how she’s doing. No response.
But then she sends a random message, saying she thinks I’m just calling for money, making her pay for something I made for her, as a gift?! What?!?
Nothing makes sense. I’ve been having high anxiety. Popping my Clonazepam like crazy, just trying not to lose my own sanity, or what’s left of it. My hallucinations are so much worse lately. Seeing people everywhere, in my house, in stairwells, in the middle of the street. I hear people screaming for me, whenever I close a door. Freaks me out.
I might end up in the hospital before she does. This is just madness. I keep breaking down.
% understand, but this situation is still stressing me out so badly.