So I’ve had complaint about my cleaning in general. I’m coming in an hour early Mon to Fridays until things look sorted.
I will have to attend audits with manager and some other heads too every other Fri morning which gives me huge general n social anxiety.
My landlady has noticed a difference in me too but maybe I’m being paranoid.
As a result I’ve become more tired and weak from mental exhaustion, not just due to the anxiety but also cos I’m trying to cut out junk food which gave me energy rushes, and coffee tonnes of it which gave me energy. Plus the pressure of having to sort out the place significantly by this Fri morning. For the inspection/audit.
It’s gonna be tough but where there’s a will there’s a way
The part that makes me feel most strange, is that my colleague was being sort of silent on Friday, she wasn’t acting herself. And also not her usual self to me. I hope she’s not getting cold towards me again for some strange reason. Will talk to her if she is. And might even bring it up to my supervisor if she acts funny when I bring it up to her. Cos I’m around her mon to Fri and for her to act funny around me which she did for like a month or two, before, really affected my morale.
We usually are like friends. But on Friday after I started working really hard at work, and came in 1 hour early, she seemed a bit different, like didn’t say good bye to me, until I, but she said it in a different tone, did or wasn’t chatty at all when we relaxed at the end like she usually is. It’s fine, but if she has something against me working really hard and not having as much time to socialise then that’s odd. I could be wrong, but it’s the feeling I got. She’s really lovely gal so I’ll see how it goes.
