I’m just on my break at work.
Feel really plump these days.
It really affects my confidence and ability to enjoy myself.
I’m going to try and eat sensibly from tomorrow
How are you?
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I’m good. How is work going?
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I am in a black hole of very dark depression and pain and who knows what else.
And I have to get up early tomorrow and pretend I’m fine and good and having fun for the next few days, when I can’t even bare to be awake. Or move. Or think.
Just sitting here waiting to get sleepy.
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I’m ok. Just waiting to get tired like Pandy. How are you @Zoe ?
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Hi Mae. I’m okay. Should be studying… but my mood just went down… so I am probably just going to go to bed. Hope you are doing good.
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Im doing pretty good. I am enjoying living alone. I start my cashier job tomorrow. This guy that is good at making jokes is thinking about renting my basement but maybe I’ll just live alone now. I find it a little harder to wake up in the morning on clozapine. One day I woke up before my alarm.
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Hey! I’m doing good. I did a kinda neat drawing last night. I’m just vaping and listening to my oldies radio station now.
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I’m p bored. Been sitting at the laundromat for an hour or so. Still waiting for my stuff to dry
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That is a cute sentence lol, but I understand the losing the confidence cause of it 
I am okay. Laying in bed currently. Just finished watching Princess Bride with my mom and step son.
Hope work is going well🙂
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Better now we have understanding from my pdoc on how to move forward
I apologise for causing problems here with my posting before…
Now I feel calmer and I can continue to work and sell my property without getting too anxious
Was cheeky yesterday, and asked work to pass my probation 6 weeks early. I find out today if they will do this
It has been a huge driver of anxiety for me
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It’s going good. I’m beginning to form a routine but I have to be flexible. Because there are times when I have to sit around for a while before cleaning due to cases going on into the night.
Or
Someone working into the night at nurse station
Or
An emergency surgery in the night
Means I got to find ways to work around that.
I like fixed routine so this is taking a lot of effort.
How’s your work going?
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Oh right, what’s going on for next few days?
Sorry to hear about your depression :((
Have you been doing that stimulation thing on your brain that you mentioned?
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I’m glad you’re okay @Bowens.
How’s the bump on your neck going?
Is it gone?
I’m also okay.
Moving out hopefully this Sunday!!
Really happy about that
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Oh sorry you’re mood went down. That sucks
I’m sure it will get better again.
Keep in mind why you’re studying for motivation 
Yes I’m doing okay just a few things to wonder about but I reckon they will be fine lol
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Congratulations on your cashier job. I hope it goes well and is not too stressful.
Yea I personally could not rent out a room in my house.
It’s so much work.
But if you think you can manage all that then yea it’s your call
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Just cruising the forum before I go to bed. Gotta clean my pipe too.
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Are ya gonna show us?
The drawing…
It’s OK if you don’t want to I won’t be offended.
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Hey! We good lol
I’ve never felt you caused problems with me via your posting.
I’m so happy for you that your job is going smoothly and that you actually enjoy it.
Way to go
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I am hearing things tonight. I think I should cancel the cashier job.
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Bump is fine. Had the doc look at it and since it shrunk and was no longer painful after parents had drained it doc said that I could have it removed or just leave it for now. Decided to just leave it for now. If it grows again and becomes painful I will have it removed. She said it was a cyst.
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