So recently I’ve had some good days.
Last time I heard voices was about ten days ago and Alien fairly quiet. Been anxious still, but more mildly. Mostly when i go out. No depression for a long time. It feels so good to be able to get up feeling relatively ok. Avolition still there, though I managed to paint a picture a few days ago. Been ok really 
had a little bit of jamais vu though - that feeling of strangeness of familiar things. Like I’m a stranger in my house and my husband is a stranger.
It’s been up and down but mostly up.
I don’t know how long this good patch will last but it’s a real relief to feel almost normal. Sometimes though, it feels strange to not have some kind of symptoms. But as I said, I’ll enjoy it as long as it lasts…
