There’s such a thing as delayed gratification. But what the point of that if I can’t focus with work.
Either way I just have to let it be.
What else can I do.
Nothing
Sorry talking a bit rambling so i’ll stop. Thanks for listening though if you are.
I think @ablue is wondering if your spiritual beliefs make your life any easier. Oftentimes they cause stress.
My religious beliefs are fairly calming, to be honest.
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I feel uncomfortable about the way I’m doing things at the moment about the way I’m doing things because it doesn’t allow me to be very free. It would be interesting to find a solution.
Ive been having delusions lately as well… not fun … ugh…
Sorry to hear that.
I just mean is it useful
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My beliefs?
I don’t know how to change them that’s the thing it’s a conscience thing maybe that’s why I feel unsafe and want to protect myself. I don’t want to be in spiritual prison that’s the thing but that’s what’s challenging atm. Maybe with time it will change.
I sense people I know have denied me 3 times
then I start to feel like Jesus
but I’m not, I know I’m not
psychosis is not being in your right mind
but no, there hasn’t been any Satan.
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I have hallucinations of Satan and demons but have personally never experienced them as though they also have a presense in my mind, they just visually and sometimes physically torment me. My heart truly goes out to you as my best friend has literally experienced almost exactly what you are describing. I can’t recall what the Rx is that they now give her but I know it’s an antipsychotic shot she gets once a month. She says it’s the only effective med that has ever made them go away. I’ll see if I can find out what she takes that has helped her significantly.
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Thank you Persia that’s kind of you.
It seems some delusions I can’t shake off just yet at least n believe that what if they are true.
It’s a bit personal to bring up in detail but thanks for your words
Religion is dangerous for me. Its a trigger for delusions when i thought i was an angel for children. Used to phone social services on parents with kids who were doing hard drugs. Which makes me a hypocrite cos i used to smoke plenty of weed. Trouble is - i was right most of the time - and ive been instromental in having kids taken away in the past. Didnt win me much popularity in the town i used to live in.
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How old are you?
Thirty. And you?
Im 44 - if your asking me
I don’t believe in god or satan, but i did think that there was an organisation or group of people who were monitoring my every move through all my electronic equipment, objects in my house that have been bugged, etc. Those were some hard days.
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I thought I was a messiah briefly. I never thought I was the devil.
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@Naarai @Butterbookproject I’m 23
When I was in hospital I believed I was Lucifer and that I was Jesus in a past life. Pretty c r a z y stuff. I also thought I could control peoples minds.
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