Hi everyone, i am so confused about my state of mind because i dont know if i am hallucinating as well as have a delusion or if this is all real. I know you guys know i have been experiencing the tv and whole country talking about me and i really do believe its real. Its like no one can tell me otherwise. I just feel so uneasy like the whole country is watching me and i just cant find the source of where they can watch me. I dont know if its a camera or microphones implanted in me. To make matters worse ive taken two meds simultaneously, olanzapine and latuda and i think it gave me permanent damage. I dont function normally because i completely isolated myself from everyone because of this. Im socially awkward now and its embarrassing.
Im always in fight or flight mode because the whole world is watching me and im being persecuted. Its so uneasy to live like this. Im so exhausted. I feel helpless like i cant help myself. Im suffering and i just dont know what to do. I just want my privacy back and for the country to leave me alone!
All I know is that I have no idea who you are, where you are, or anything else about you.
Im the girl that the tv is talking about, and the girl that the whole country is talking about. Im being talked about on the radio, tv all over social media.
I just feel like giving up, i cant take no more. Its too much for me to handle.
I just feel like dying!
I’ve never seen the tv talk about a particular girl.
Are you famous?
They are commenting on my thoughts. Its the tv commentary that is commenting on my thoughts. They are making commercials about me with hidden meanings and hidden messages about me.
Lots of people are on tv.
Yes i am famous. Im the girl the whole country is talking about.
I have heard absolutely zero comments on anyone’s thoughts on tv. Neither male nor female. I watch a lot of tv
Im being talked about on tv, im not actually on tv. You cant see me on tv but you can hear them talking about me on tv.
I think you are delusional and need help. If your famous there is nothing wrong with being on tv.
I haven’t heard any famous people’s thoughts on tv
So you never heard the tv talking about me. The tv talks about me, the people on the radio talks about me, its like an inside joke on me.
I watch a lot of tv, and the radio as well. I’ve never heard anyones thoughts on either. There has been no reporting of thoughts or actions of any particular person on a regular basis. Just regular news. No one is being focused on. No one’s thoughts are on the tv or radio
It is something wrong with being on tv when you prefer your privacy. Everyone deserves their privacy. Even the real famous people has a level of privacy. I dont want strangers watching me 24/7. I dont want the tv commenting my thoughts, who actually would like that?
No one. That’s why it’s not on tv or the radio
I was just trying to make a logical argument.
You are obviously very sick. But that’s okay. Most of us have been there.
Good luck!
Thanks @LilyoftheValley for the replies, but i really believe im the center of attention. The whole country is watching me and talking about me on social media and all over. Im sick of it.