While I was searching on Google for homicidal ideation and schizophrenia
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It’s all in your head mate. It’s not real.
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who was it that said it?
it wouldn’t be instantaneous like that unless it were Live.
Are you making threats to anyone, or possess a weapon?
You appear to be mild mannered to me.
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Sorry to see you struggle Om. Maybe zyprexa is no longer effective? What does your pdoc say when you tell him about TV messages?
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Cognisance of such things means you have the power to put it down and ignore it.
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In 1975 I found myself in a State Mental Hospital. I was there against my will.
The main therapy they had for us was watching television in the day room. Therefore I was sitting on a couch in the day room and watching a game show when suddenly the camera centered on a woman who looked directly at the camera and said, “Jayster is a bad person.”
I turned to the schizophrenic next to me and said, “Did you see that?”
With hostility he said to me, “Yeah I saw that, whatdaya think?”
Jayster
Yeah, I’m left hanging.
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It’s called hypersensitivity… don’t take it seriously.
The fact that you’re afraid of slaughtering everything actually means you are strongly inclined not to. You are just paranoid… and in this case selling out to a bit predeterminism and lack of choice against your fate.
Truth be told… you have to choose to trust that you will not do those things… you’re future will be clean of violence… you should relax and enjoy something comfortable… a good meal at the end of the day… sunlight… warm water… whatever it is.
I’ve dealt with a lot of those impulses, but they were more centered around self-mutilation and suicide ideation. I came to realize deeply enough that these aren’t impulses… they are FEARS. And that reassurance was the path to alleviating them.
Gotta trust yourself man… it might be tense at times… but I’m assuming you’ve never hurt anyone seriously… your psychosis knows your afraid of it deeply… because you’re a good person… and it’s just using it to ■■■■with you.
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Pdoc said that he has heard the same incident by many patients. I should record with a camera or by phone what TV says in order to see that these coincidences never happen
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The TV messages told me to ask my doctor about these advertised drugs. Snake oil salesman selling CBD oil to my children at recess, in between harsh classrooms that demand your undivided attention and internet bullies in disguise as moderators that demand you sit up straight and take your weight of cock in every mouth full.
That last statement probably got a community of drug users flag for violation of GDP and the new way rich people can get richer, your sick for being a socialist. Walk this way we have wonderful stages toward heaven and happiness, please take consumerist Eucharist, priests are at fault, its not the pressure from deny anything that deviates from forced evolution and blasphemy. Here, take this swing to your â– â– â– â– â– â– â– hip superstion.
I just want to play on the swings Daddy Droid, I want to be near the women and the gentlemen you growling genocidal platonic clown.
If I watched T.V., I would probably get a ton of messages from it, I am sure. That’s one of the reasons that I don’t watch T.V. I do get anti female messages from T.V. and it makes me very angry and that’s why I don’t watch it. I don’t like being angry.
Valid hypothesis but fails upon peer review. See lots of people can watch tv, even from a distance, and still obliged to keep the ■■■■on. I don’t man were just shamans crossing the sahara on camel back with our stuff. Ask me where the water is and I might point to heard of sheep running off a cliff in dover, Mac Mutton.
Dude…you’re making no sense. I think you need to increase your meds dosage.
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