Okay so first off i have in my brain that i strongly believe that there is a secret organization out to get me. They have control over everything media, tv, what you believe is real. And I can say at least 4 times i remember the tv talking to me. When I say this I literally the tv character turns and looks directly into the camera and talks to me specifically by saying things they know about me and where I live right now. I wanted to know if anyone else has any delusions like this or if I’m just different. Thank you
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Yes totally had this happen. Are you on medication?
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It is a very common delusion, I had it, thought the news people could see me and the gals on the show charmed were sending me messages, its no fun
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All the time.have to tell my pdoc about it.
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I had this happen once. It scared the heck out of me. You can’t explain an altered state. How often does this stuff come to you? I thought I was it was a rare experience, but I’m finding out many people have had supernatural experiences of some kind in their lifetime. When I lucid dreamed recently I learned to control it by erasing the scene and then recreating it basically like blacking out the dream and changing it. There are layers and layers. My biggest fear is of static noise. My worst altered states were both drug induced. I don’t know if I was having a heart attack or what. I felt like half of me was lost somehere. The first was on spice/fake marijuana or legal weed at the time. I took a bong rip of three different mixtures of spice, and I left my body comletely or half of me was frozen and catatonic and the other half walking around and dizzy, they had to shake me and calm me down and I felt pain. I think I almost had a stroke. The whole scene was like…if you got stuck in a corner and couldn’t move, couldn’t focus on another one. But worse, I could see and move around but my mind didn’t register the information. So I was recording the experience without feeling or sensing or…it was a feeling as of being a zombie conscious without being aware. My schizophrenic hallucinations were not as terrifying, they might have been crazy and made me act stupid but nothing compared to that trip.
I was watching a conspiracy video and someone used a term-- programming or pre-programming that guy believed the illuminati was programming subliminally that we would have this attack. Ok prob not the best place to discuss that. But there are people who knew before nine eleven that it was going to happen and the event triggered people. You could also look at it as a collective revelation, or intuition. In my manic states I have had past life memories and future memories.
I still desire saving the world, not that I’m destined to but I want to fulfill that purpose. I think my destiny is different now though I’m just struggling so much. Now my destiny is to become enlightened and detached from worldly desires. Ever since I was a kid I thought I had a past life, I thought I came from a world where you could fly. A world where dreams were real. Is heaven a dream just one we can’t reach until we move from one physical energy to another? I really hope so. I really hope it’s not as grim as being trapped in a picture and unable to change it.
Life is becautiful. Having the experiences and being able to express them helps too.
Ok so when the tv talked to me. It wasn’t talking per-se. I was psychotic and no one was in the livingroom. Michael Moore flicked me off in the corner of the screen. Not sure if you can do that on television and it was like right at me. So it freaked me out. Other transferences were, I drank the sobe energy drinks and became telepathic or could calculate math psychically.
One scary time I was in the usual restaurant, I felt like everyone was implanted there. Two cops had earphones like the matrix yo. It was an eerie feeling. Then I saw a woman stand up and say “the voices won’t stop talking to me!” clear as day. This happened to me more than once, where people would say unusual things or act contrary to their nature or character.
Like a dream. In a dream it’s like that. And so with memory, to take control do we recreate it? I mean, maybe that’s why blackouts sort of brought me out of the pattern. Electricity signals to your brain and when it zaps an area it causes a reaction that will light up a behavior or reaction or thought or image or sense. All the stuff my crazy x whose also schizophrenic talked about I found were common on conspiracies but rare too. He said he invented the death ray, and drew out designs that agents took from him. He also said he has had people say to his face, yes we stole your design.
I’m not telepathic right now, so I don’t know what people are thinking. I’m precognitive though. I dream about things before they happen. My power comes and goes and I just let it flow naturally. TV isn’t good for us. I once opened a DVD player by looking at it. I didn’t move it wasn’t a sensor. It just opened and shut when I looked at it. I once was so highly manic I recharged the battery on a cheap digital camera.
Technology is being designed that we can’t influence. That’s why it’s all weird. I’d rather be in control of a robot than not knowing who the heck is controlling it u know?
So maybe ur not so different. Maybe it’s evolution. I don’t think the organization is after you. But on that topic, about that organization. My premonitions when I was teen were that in the future I would be living in a weird mind control utopia. Domed shaped buildings, classy dinners with jazz music. I had visions of staring into a lamp post that were once crystal clear visions. I was a woman with blond hair, this is the future or betweens. I was starig at a lampshade. I went to boarding school, a catholic boarding school and the scientists were after my special abilities. I convinced myself that I was destined to save the world from the mass brainwashing. I found the secret plot to microchip patients in a surviellance state new world order. When I acted combative, that’s when I got hospitalized. A lot of crazy things happened that I can hardly remember but I won’t pretend that it’s all delusions: YES objects flew across the room without my throwing them. YES there were a bunch of random objects displaced in the wrong area. YES my mom revealed she thought she was given forced ECT and yes I always believed that the ECT was a tesla experiment to figure out how to influence memory and time and that’s what drove my mom crazy because she was an activist and possibly a 911 truther. But she never revealed it to me. Just that after she was put in jail while pregnant after a protest that the FBI DID interrogate her and provide her with threatening information, blackmail.
You have rights. We all have a right to know.
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No I’m not on medication. Everytime I use it I feel like a zombie I’ve tried multiple different kinds
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Okay so mry first thought when I read this is someone i know wrote this so I feel more comfortable about the truth. I understand everything you say so well i feel like your lying and somehow know me and know the things i say. I honestly dont know if this too is a delusion or truth and if you were to tell me or explain why this was a delusion I would think in my head your lying.
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Yes, I had the same. I still struggle with TV. When I asked telepathically the anchorwoman if she likes me, she looked directly at my eyes and said yes
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look up ideas/frames of reference. It’s not normal and you need psychiatric help.
For a period of my life ASIO, Australia’s CIA had the satellite television going just for messages to me. They used the birds to communicate with me and changed the programs just to send me specific messages about my life.
Yes that could happen technically. The cost would have been way too much and you just couldn’t do it without finding out someone. You can’t implant tech like that in birds now can you…
All’s I’m saying. Been there. Get help. Meds help!
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