Ahhhh, but this is all mechanical, and I pay very little attention to the mechanics of the inner self except for what makes for good and bad health and maintenance. I consider the experience and only the experience, and I break all of the experiences down into how they perform such as how you see what you see and how you feel what you feel. Those are the real “organs” I’m interested in researching. I call the senses of the mind (not the physical brain parts) the “logic organs.” I write a lot, so I have to make new terms at times like a metal worker has to fabricate new tools at times.
Mostly auto-didactic. I do a ton of research for what I do as a self employed guy and out of passion to know more and more… Internet is a free university without all of the subject material and costs that are bad investments like you have to deal with in colleges and high schools. But I went to college and high school. Hehe
I care about two things: what is the information that went in, and what did the logic factory in each “logic organ” of the mind make for one’s inner self to experience? That’s it. Social norms are often schizophrenic in my opinion. Practical norms though are the steel railroad tracks of life. I want proof, proof, proof, or I might derail myself or other people; not good.
Do you mean that the voices relax you?
Voices have made me feel every kind of feeling there is. Hate, happy, sad, scared, surprised, comedy, and interested. They are me, and I’m not special. It’s just that my sense of proximity has been out of alignment, so I’ve believe that they were “others.” Instead of believing they were of me from in my brain thing, I believed in a pseudo religious cult belief that they emanated from anywhere but my brain. People wonder why it is that we scz’s can’t see that it comes from in our head. It’s the information that the “sense organs” or “logic organs” if you will are using to figure out things. It’s like a computer algorithm that needs to be adjusted simply by changing the values such as what I am in my inner self is not at all whatever I thought it was when I was much worse off.
It’s a very simple system when you finally understand it and very easy to manage.
I think I get the gist of the system…but how is it managed? I understand that the voices are a construct of my mind and not actually coming from outside of my head, but that neither makes the experience less real nor less compelling. That said, I KNOW that the actual Dalai Lama has no time to talk to me, but the experience of “hearing” him is still an incredibly spiritual one. I was never indoctrinated in a particular religion, so I’m pretty open to other systems. I am still somewhat amazed that my “voices” often seem to possess knowledge or information that goes beyond my consciousness, like one that began speaking German a few weeks ago, although with poor grammar. THEY (pdocs) say my paranoia and related beliefs are delusions, but no matter how much I try to tell myself this, I cannot shake the feelings or thoughts that they are true. Even if it is a failure of the logic system, I BELIEVE them to be true.
Information. What you know and what you think determines what the “psychological logic” does. It’s like if you see a commercial for something, and then you go buy it. The information caused the sensations that were processed through your inner logic, and those sensations then created the mood that drove you to buy it. If you educate yourself in something, then that information causes sensations, and those create a mood that drive you to do what you will do. So if you study and practice religions and cults, then that’s what you’ll do. If you study and practice philosophy, logic, and business, then that is what you will do. It’s information and logic. Feed the logic system in your head the information, and watch it work. It’s no different than how reality works. There is a subject, and there is something that it is being or doing; subject predicate. Language and the universe are the same way, and so is the logic of the mind system. Even computer coding is the same way. Math is too. It goes on and on and on all the same way: logically. The biggest control is the information.
Information and logic. What is the information, where did it come from, and what is the “logic organ” that reacted to the information which you will experienced. You experience information when the logical faculties of your brain react to them. Don’t forget that logical faculties feed each other, and each other are sources of information as well as your 5 sense organs are sources of information. Take for example a young man, a boy, and a girl are looking at the same thing, and they are experiencing different things in reaction to the information they are viewing because their logic faculties are also sources of information not just their eyes. If there was no mixing of logic faculties information sources, then all three could look at the same thing, and experience absolutely nothing except colors and lines. Instinct and memory or just a few of the logic faculties.
They are as witty as you are because they are you, and you are a wrinkly root soaked in blood there in your head. I hate to say this to you if it disturbs you. I hope I’m not up to the level of gruesome with you. You do have a skull for an avatar. hehe
I believe the logic faculties are working as they were designed, but the information in them such as the understanding of the self as far as logic faculties goes is either missing or all fallacious.
You seem like the type that is going to love the Trivium and Gnostic Media. Look these up on youtube, and look for the Trivium Education on google. A guy named Jan is who you’re looking for.
I wouldn’t be as self aware if I didn’t get so many sensations in the side of my head.
Idk I get tired of the dumbest stuff coming to mind just because my brain wants to think that everyone assumes the worst so it gives them the worst possible thing it can come up with
Yell at your brain. Don’t yell at your voices because those things are just you anyway. It may be harder to recognize that they are of you because you are still a young man trying to define who you are and who you are not ever going to be. I know. I was was there. Now I know so many things that I just see it like I’m always going to be who I am, so I can admit that those creepy things are just emanating from me. And if it is me, then I need to roll up my sleeves, and get some work done on that thing in this limb hanging off of my torso. It sounds mean because it is. It’s because if this thing is going to be a brain of mine, it is going to get in line. I don’t care what it is or who it is. Years of total BS coming out of it in every crazy possible way, and then it just wants to keep going and going and going never obeying or acting rationally to the data that I figure out with it…no no noooooooo. I will not settle for this.
Remember it sounds like Skhizen Phren because it is Skhizen Phren, and if you want to get to the root of it, then you gotta take off your normal town man hat, and you gotta put on your Skhizen Phren hat. Then just get down to business with it. 1 for 1. If it acts mean, I act mean to it. If it acts smart, I act smart to it. At the end of the day I was yelling at my legally own brain or self or whatever the world wants to call it, but it was my call, and no one else was going to master this out of control idiotic organ thing whatever it is sitting in my body. I was going to do it. It was my responsibility, and I guess we’ll just try again tomorrow with a new day. Get some things done. Aim for things under control, and see what’s in my hat at the end of the day.
No one can win for losing, but I can win for fixing the problems.
EVERYTIME somebody laugh I think its about me. I cant feel comfortable talking to someone because I think someone else is listening, even at home… Got the feeling Im being watched and Im really sure that one person I know can see what Im doing online. (Hello by the way, I know)
I dont think I could be in a show, but there are always eyes on me…
Realistically it’s not that difficult to be monitored 24/7 we all carry around glorified malware with microphones and cameras everywhere we go, in Britain there’s a cctv camera every few meters, technology is getting increasingly invasive with smart home devices like smart TV’s, Alexa and google home. they know what you say, what you buy, where you go, who you talk with, what you watch, to some extent with predictive AI’s they know what you are going to be thinking. Everything that can be logged is logged and it can all be monitored should you be a person of interest. we are living in an Orwellian future, data is quickly becoming one of the most valuable resources on earth.
I know for a fact that some tampering that had been done with my right ear and nasal passage.
If I can go from being totally solid and closed then get a frequency in my ear and then a bunch of clicking and popping in my ear and sinus like it’s tuning me into this thing.
When this happens my quiet inner voice is echoed out my nose and all my natural energy is rerouted with the frequency and all pulps right toeards that right ear that I heard the frequency in. start being pulled and shoved when I’m the only person within 1/4 of a mile. Sucks all your good feeling and energy right out, hear a bunch of condescending patronixing garbage. Turns you bitter then bam all your good stuff is gone and it’s a fight to hold onto yourself. It’s very deceitful.
Like I’m being forced to be part of this hive mind bull crap.
They get you with your ears. Then vibes and frequencies. Once your brain and nervous system becomes in tune with it they will raise or lower it and work you like a puppet emotionally. It’s pretty ■■■■■■ up.
Yeah. I’ve allowed myself to be pretty twisted up at times. But I’ve always known what is just my brain and what is external.
I knew the mental health establishment in this country is royally screwed when I was in for 10 days in my younger days for hearing voices and being paranoid. They made me watch the Truman show everyday.
Never had seen the movie . Pretty much it comes down to manipulation. You can close a door 100000 times bit if someone has the key they can just open it right back. If it ain’t broke don’t fix it. And too much maintenance eventually damages the machine.
