I was sitting in the car and suddenly I started to get tactile hallucinations and heard voices saying “jump”. I got scared and almost peed myself with my mom in the car beside me. I always get the “what if” ocd thoughts about psychosis and I got scared because I thought my thoughts were becoming real.
I’m just doing homework right now and just chilling. I’m doing ok. My OCD is honestly really terrifying at this point now. I have Pure O because I don’t do anything to drive out the intrusive thoughts, but I honestly feel like my friends would catch that I have psychosis and end up telling everyone at school about it.
Thank you. I’m terrified of stigma. I was discriminated pretty heavily by society and by hospitals for a long time when I was misdiagnosed as schizophrenic. It scarred me pretty bad.