I feel kind of alone today… my oldest sister blocked me and I don’t know why… or what I did and I told my other sister and it was like she didn’t believe me… I also told someone I want to build friendship with about my sza and he left me on read… I sometimes feel like a disgrace and disappointment to my dad and have been feeling like I should apologize for not being a good daughter. I also have a voice telling me that my mother should have had an abortion… and I kind of agree…
Most people don’t really want to bother with a schizophrenic but you are more special than you realize so just ignore the voices
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Thanks, I’m trying <3
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Even I feel left out, when ever I tried to speak about by condition everyone gives a hard turn back, and say dont talk about it, as this would make those memories stronger.
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Hug. I think we all feel left out at some point or another. It’s good we have this forum… I am glad I found it. I don’t usually tell people about my sza… so telling this person and they just leaving me on read was hard…
As far as other people knowing, I don’t even know how to treat my sz myself, so how could I expect anyone else to know what to do? What good advice could I give them as far as how to treat me? I think I would tell them to treat me like they would anyone else, as if it did not make me any different.
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Yeah I don’t want to be treated differently either…
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I get that too, its depression.
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I donno but I always felt like a sort of grounding rod.just cus you cause termoil doesn’t mean it was your fault. Hell I’m pretty sure the only reason my brother got married is because I told my father they weren’t. They were together so long he just assumed. How the hell do you forget such a big life event.
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Hug… it’s hurts everytime I hear it… especially because I believe maybe she should have
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You are living for everyone else, instead of yourself. Your life is about you and what you like and want. You may find, the things you live for are much more important than what they think is important.
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Yes you’re right… I am and care about what people think way too much. I know I didn’t do anything to my sister so I don’t understand why she blocked me… we never argued ever… and it’s affecting more than I thought it would… I deleted her number from both my phones.
It probably won’t last long.
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I hope not. I am trying to be positive
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