better to have tried and failed than never have tried at all,
why not just go for it?
what have you got to lose anyway? your sanity!
lost that a long time ago lol
just try it, it could be anything, a class, a group, volunteer, exercise
if you dont try it you will never know, and you will be getting out and maybe you will make some friends the only thing that is stopping you is yourself
take your meds and get out there and be somebody.