Of being unmotivated and having no interest in anything. I got paranoid yesterday and my negatives are always really bad the next day. They are pretty bad in general. Life is so boring. I miss getting lost in the car and driving for 2 hours on back roads. Now if i do that i get paranoid.
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I wish I could go to the center of my city and go to a cafe or a fast food place and sit down and observe all the life… I can’t do that because of my anxiety.
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Yeah. I feel you. I barely can work up the courage to go to a country gas station.
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Well in theory you might get tired of it enough to get you to do something.
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Haha. True. That happens some days. I mean i dont always feel like not doing anything. Just about 80% of the time.
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You been making some good art music and part time work.
Thanks. Art kinda came to a stand still. I was feeling really inspired for a couple days. Lately i just havent felt like drawing. I have been into music lately. Today im taking a break from everything. Its the day after paranoia and i feel like doo doo. My brain feels swollen
@pasteyface on what meds are you on? When I was on haloperidol it was shockingly hard even to go a grocery shop around the corner of my flat. Now that I am on Invega, i can walk for 10km a day easily
Im on invega too. It sucked the life out of me
Whats your dose? I was like you during 2 first years of my sz illness and then I improved. Invega, according to my pdoc, is one of the best medication. Of course, if your baseline positives and negative symptoms are quite high, then Invega cant do much…
My negatives are really bad. My positives arent bad. Im on the max dose of the three month injection
Its only been 2.5 years since i started this med. So maybe better times are coming. I feel much better than i did when i started the med
Have you considered an antidepressant as a addon for the negatives?
I take one. It doesnt really touch the negatives. Just makes me non suicidal
Some days my negatives are really bad. Other days they are better. It could just be the depression in addition to sz. Maybe some days im up and some days im down
Yeah thats normal floe of life. My negatives are bad also, im just got back on Invega 2 months ago, I need to wait it out until it levels out for me. My antidepressant really helps with the negatives
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