poem has been deleted it’s too negative
That’s really depressing
yeah, sorry. i guess i didn’t think about that. too numb
sorry i will erase it/…will delete
It’s OK, I have really depressing moments too
thanks, i just feel empty. i listened to bob dylan and i used to be a passionate idealist and basically i felt nothing listening to bob dylan. it’s pathetic, but what can i do…
I don’t think it’s pathetic, it’s just human, when we are on these meds they make us like that sometimes.
Wen I was on 15mg abilify I felt like, am I gonna get out of this, I was planning suicide as a back up so I understand lapses in hopeful thinking.
true, sorry to hear that. I am basically diminished my voices, they told me every single good thing i thought or did was evil and eventually they convinced me not to trust myself, without my own intuition i am lost…
Do you still hear voices now?
i have been working on my diet and i am hearing them less often, (still taking meds) but i have not got over the walls that they have put up in me…
do you hear voices?
I think it takes years to get even somewhat over those barriers, I mean I’m not there yet either, so I’m speaking at least for me
Best of luck to you, 
I don’t atm… But I know wen I do I feel so, empty and, alone
I really don’t take well to voices at all
I wonder if I heard them still now, how and if I could adapt, I would hope so. I last heard them in 2017 or 2016 I can’t remember now I need to keep a diary lol
ohh true, yeah it’s hard. Thanks best of luck to you too. It’s crazy that something that most people don’t even believe can exist can do so much harm. anyway good lucks <3
True, that’s good. How did you get rid of your voices?
@DNAsaur I had a relapse in 2018 but it was much shorter that time, forgot
Yea so true. My brother is like, just ignore them, like that solves everything, but I understand where he is coming from.
And thanks
Oh yup, I don’t know what to say… I guess it happens a lot with me whenever I think I’m well too… ut good you’ve kept well for this long
you’re welcome. And yeah, ignore them the best you can.
I’m not sure how they went. But what I do do is take my meds every day, try to eat well (have had so so many relapse of this though very bad ones), try to work on my thinking patterns, I tend to stress a lot so I’m trying to work on that, give myself the recovery time I need…, I avoid alcohol drugs n ciggies
How long have you heard voices for?