My tactile hallucinations are bothering me again. They keep mocking my movements whenever I move my body, look around with my eyes, breathe, scroll or type on my phone, wipe my genitals, after specific thoughts, when I shake my leg and when I’m trying to sleep. Most of the time it feels like something inside of me is trying to subtly push/jolt my soul on the inside. I also feel a weird wave of “love” as I move around and also a vibrating feeling. After those 2 combinations is the push sensation
When I cant handle feeling these hallucinations as they start to annoy me very badly, I start to shake my leg so I won’t feel it. It helps for a bit but to no avail as the push sensation gets worse as if the hallucination is trying to get me to stop moving my leg so they can continue conditioning me with their secret message. I would like to know the details of your tactile hallucinations if y’all have them to help me be reassured that I’m not alone and if somebody is feeling exactly what I’m feeling. I can’t be the only one that is experiencing this.
It is against this forum to encourage belief in our delusions
I experience this also like something is inside me messing with my thoughts conscious and body
It is in my control with help from a combination of antipsychotics and an antidepressant to a point where I am less distracted.
Advice from this forum showed me to continue doing things and get into the habit of staying busy and keep being productive. This helps me move on with my life and keep my mind off these tactile delusions as they where starting to form very unbearable beliefs in me that consumed all my focus and I was stuck in the delusions getting nowhere.
Thank you for this information. For me it’s just hard for me to keep my mind busy from the tactile hallucinations because I feel it 24/7 and it is very distracting to where it forces me to focus on it
Yes I understand it is a struggle to deal with because the tactile hallucinations seem to do very personal things to me that really affect my conscience
The easiest thing for me now to do is swallowing my 7mg of Abilify daily which takes away the feelings of being raped in a way. Since they can no longer hurt my feelings I could care less about them and put them off as a medical affliction from Schizophrenia