Demons. I cant sleep.
Hey @Moon . Sorry that you are still struggling. All I can really do is reassure you that no demons are after you. It’s just your disorder messing with you.
How do you know? Last night they kept appearing in my vision right before my eyes and talking to me and makiing me think things
Do you have any grounding exercises you can do @Moon? Your symptoms seem to increase as your stress level does (stress level demonstrated by amount of manic posts here). I find that a hot cuppa and some relaxing music can work wonders. Less stress means less symptoms.
I think it will do you a lot of good to get past the move and rehoming your dog. Both stressful events for you I’m sure. @Moon
Im trying. I figured out my housing situation and thats a huge stress release quickly.
I actually was told by my landlord not to worry about rent right now
Hes a friend of a friend so im in a good situation
Does that mean that you are not moving in with parents now?
Not right now but thay may change at any point
My plan is to focus on my mental health, take time off work, save as much as i can for pup surgery, focus on returning to work when i can.
I just saw a fire in my eyes
Theres a radio in my head
We aren’t professionals and it seems you need professional help rather quickly. I saw you posted about full inpatient and that seems a course of action you really need to do.
Nothing seems to be improving and that seems a big problem in the scheme of things. Get help and get stable. Please. Look after yourself.
I think youre right
Hey @Moon, did you get to see your doctor today?
My demon wouldn’t let me sleep either. He wants me dead. Like yesterday. I hope we both can get our rational minds back.
No she rescheduled for friday
That is unfortunate. Hang in there. Feel free to PM me if you need any support.
Did you make any medicine switch recently?