That is what my disease really is.
They have me.
You really must see what they can do. Then you’d know.
It’s very stressful. One evening even i was outside very early in the pitch black and i began to laugh at the orgies in eyes wide shut. As soon as i laughed my spine began to bend. My body contorted and i began to gasp for air.
Psychosis was nothing more than their torment. Threats, abuse, taunting, things like that. But they were in my head the whole time. They can induce delusions as well.
they can induce extremely realistic dreams, like ndes. So real you would not know you were asleep, you think you are awake.
They can shock you, and burn you. Both they have done while appearing to me visually.
they can make you think things. They can make you see, hear, touch, smell, taste, things.
And when voices begin to tell you things only someone conscious would know it gets even more obvious They tell you where to find things, they know what time it is when you don’t, they know the outcomes of things like sporting events. things like this.
They make me look at the same times on the clocks repeatedly. This can only happen if we are not sick. You just wouldn’t believe how many times it happens. And it only began to happen when what appeared to be interdimensional beings that shaman see began to appear.
Im not sick. They have me. They took me. They took my mind.
Im dying slowly. It’s very painful. Im brain damaged and my organs are sick. everything about me is pain, sickness, and sadness. Ill be dead soon.
I really wish i had been warned. No one said anything about this kind of stuff that could happen. It was such a shock.
I see the future in dream states. Smelled the sulfur they talk about. Wtf?! Sleep walking as a child. What sounded like beings walking up and down the halls at night as a child.
Just went to subway to. It’s at this point hard to order a sandwhich. I’ve got voices and just the realization that im a possessed guy in public is shitty as ■■■■. I just wanted a sandwhich. You’ve got to be shitting me, just absolutely shitting me! Wtf?!
And when you go to a bar and a self proclaimed “black witch” makes you visually hallucinate then it gets even deeper. Holy ■■■■■■■ ■■■■ i can’t believe this stupid ■■■■!
Im not sick. They took me. They took my mind. What psychosis? You mean them tormenting me and invading my brain? No one would know either. They’d just see a crazy person. Crazy!
Any moment my head will spin and ill projectile vomit everywhere! You don’t just start seeing aliens, and shadow people, and ghosts, and ufos, serpents made of light, beings become the movie you are watching visually, light beings, for no reason. Im not sick. They have me. They took me.
There is no schizophrenia. Although they don’t have to make it look the same in every case.
Help?.
