A guy who is with the men who follow me came into my work tonight. He took notice of my memory issues. I need to be left alone. I’m hoping I can work elsewhere. I need a job without judgment but my issues get in the way. No one is responding to my applications. I’m so frustrated! And then they sent another person to test me after that. Ugh!
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What? Who are these people?
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This guy from the military thought I was cia. He told his SEAL friends. They thought so too.
Then they found out I’m not working for our government so now they think I’m working for another.
There was a period of time I thought I was an agent too. That didn’t help matter.
Between my previous head injury, my brain lesions, my memory, and my PTSD, it all led to a huge fiasco.
They still check up on me now and then. And they record everything on my phone and computer etc
I’m moving this to Unusual Beliefs.
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Do you have any proof of this going on??
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I use to think it was the cia after me. That they were testi g some kind of psychological torture strategies to use on enemies.
Now days i jusg think its a normal person stalking me
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Things like seeing guys take my picture and pointing it out to friends and them agreeing, and stuff like that. Now I just keep it all to myself though
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Are you on any meds?? Have you been taking them? Have you spoken to your doc about these people?
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I hate to see someone who is as logical and down to earth as you on most subjects, drawn down this path again @LilyoftheValley . Im not sure what else to say on the subject as we have discussed many times.
I’m sorry that you are feeling followed and tormented.
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I have dealt with this non stop since 2008. I rarely talk about it. I take my meds everyday and have tried almost every available med. my dr is very aware of it.
The reason I believe it’s real is all my other issues and beliefs go away with most meds, but not this one.
My current meds calm me down just enough that I can go to work part time
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Which meds are you on??
I take 20 mg olanzapine and 1 mg of risperidone every night
For anxiety I can take hydroxyzine as needed
For depression I take 20 mg of Celexa. I don’t get manic from it and I’m extremely suicidal without an ssri. I’ve been on Celexa for about 8 years.
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I think should talk to your doc about a med change. Your current regimen isn’t working for you.