i want to die, they are monitoring everything i say
Moved to unusual beliefs. You sound like youâre really panicking right now. Do you have any coping skills you usually use to calm down? It helps me to put an ice pack on the back of my head. This cools down your limbic system and gives your rational brain a chance to re-engage.
I donât like your use of us in that title! 
I can almost promise you, youâre not being monitored, try to relax, grab a book or try to watch some tv.
Are you currently on medication?
What your experiencing is probably paranoia, and is kinda adjecent to typical delusions with schizophrenia.
Hereâs some advice I guess:
âIf the cause is in your hands,
Then the effects will be in your control.â
You know like from a sane perspective,
If the cause is in your hands from these experiences, Then the effects will be in your own jurisdiction.
So just understanding the idea of
"Having a cause in your hands" for these experiences of schizophrenia , Youâll be good to go.
if i say too much then they will know
Yeah man Iâd probably seek help from either a professional or a family member, you sound paranoid/delusional .
Just ignore my advice.
Not to take away from anything your experiencing because I know how strong these convictions and delusions can be, but Iâd discuss this to your close ones or a doc,
Are you on medication just wondering?
why was this moved to the unusual beliefs
I used to feel that way. Eventually it fades. What does it really matter if they hear you?
When they are watching just moon them. You will feel better. But donât do it in public or you will get arrested.
Because some people have never heard of the NSAâŚ
But I very much doubt any of us are under targeted surveillance, as our negative symptoms and sedative meds keep us in lineâŚ
i am mooning them just now
âpulls pants downâ
What have you started?
they are trying to control us
its all about control and they dont care how many people they hurt
iâm done
Anyone monitoring me is likely to die of boredom.
Seriously, youâre not being specifically targeted. Itâs a delusion common to this illness and it can be controlled through therapy and meds (I think Iâm being monitored and manipulated by aliens when Iâm very ill).
Please see your doctor and ask for a med adjustment. If the impulse to self-harm is strong, call a local crisis line immediately.
Thatâs just asking for an anal probe!
DONâT DO IT MON!
its killing me
i am being targeted, got a big bullseye on my head
Youâre not being targeted. Everything is going to be okay. Are you taking any medicine? I used to be incredibly paranoid, too, but medication helped me a lot.
Honestly, youâre not. Itâs just your illness making you think you are.
PLEASE call a crisis line. Youâre obviously in a bad way and needing care.
It can honestly get better, and I say this as someone who lived where you are now.
If âunrelenting terrorâ sounds right, I know where youâre coming from.
See a doctor, they will help you get out from under this.
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They donât need to, as we have sz so are completely deny ableâŚ
I think you should put on the kettle have a cup of tea and think why would they do that logically
they just dont like me, its that simple
Why would they there isnât enough of them to even watch all of the terrorists, so why would they watch usâŚ
Seriously a cup of tea and something to eat is in order.