Some of them make me feel physical pain through the aether (call it that)
I need them all to die and f off forever eternally.
They’re mentally ill not me.
They never cared about me.
They make me sick.
I shouldn’t be feeling physical cuts or anything like this.
I hate the voices so much.
I just need them to stop.
I never had them before.
I thought they were friendly but they can be dangerous.
Even meds can’t fix this bs.
And I need to stop hearing voices through melodies too.
I want normal reality.
What even is normal.
I feel my 3rd eye pineal gland bs all the time.
If it’s even that anymore. It feels like 9th eye.
I know how you are feeling. They used to torment me 24/7. This went on for years.
Now they are just background noise.
Are you on meds??
It might help if you don’t fight the voices……you can let it happen without fighting it.
The meds will wear off but they make me sick.
I go months even years off meds and feel better.
The repeated trauma of hospital has made me worse.
If they curse me I curse them back.
My voices are like people.
I hate them.
Dude! Get the right meds and stick to them.
Meds really helped me even though I heard voices for years.
It takes a long time for the brain to recover.
Antipsychotics make me feel worse. Low testosterone is killing me.
I don’t know what to do.
I feel well when I haven’t been in hospital for a long while and when I’ve just lived normally.
I reckon I’m treatment resistant.
It’s been 6 long years and this condition is getting worse.
Voice are new to me. Only had them from Julyish this year.
I only had delusions before that.
If the nhs hadn’t traumatized me I wouldn’t be in this mess.
Sorry to sound so pessimistic.
What meds are you on now and for how long have you been on them?
It took me 10 years for the voices to go away on meds. And I still hear them somewhat…
I found one solution.
I just have to cuss everything out in my head. And insult various things.
I used to do this before I got sick.
Maybe it was keeping the voices away from me in the past.
For example I will say effing brain damaged something making too much noise driving past.
Or if I hear a voice just cuss it out.
It works for me.
I don’t get tired of cursing things.
And I don’t curse 24/7 if I’m busy with tasks.
I’m on Paliperidone rn with blurred vision from it.
And I quit risperidone and lithium cold turkey.
I’m gonna stop everything.
I sleep well and am back to exercising.
I just need a holistic approach to fix me back up.
My social life is poor as well but there’s not much else I can do in my situation.
Dude! Stay on meds. Don’t stop anything cold turkey.
Talk to your doc and switch meds.
Don’t engage in to talking with the voices. I did this and came across as a lunatic.
Now I just ignore them. I’d advice you to do the same.
What I need the most is a holiday.
I might go abroad in January but I’m scared to travel alone. Especially to any non European countries.
I can’t even travel now.
This illness has ruined my life.
I feel like I’m trapped in this crappy human life.
Whoever is responsible for human life is sadistic.
This planet is just suffering with little bits of happiness in between.
It’s almost 2am in the UK.
I’m gonna sleep this off.
If I ignore them they get louder.
I hate when they call me the homophobic f word the most.
That one hurts.
My voices called me all kinds of sh-it.
You are not in any shape to travel.
You need to speak to your doc. Switch meds.
Have you tried clozapine???
That’s the one that affects white blood cells right?
No way am I taking that.
The voices are silent now.
I switched them off fully again.
I keep forgetting I can turn them off.
I made it so that if any voice curses me they feel it back and I feel nothing.
Idk how that works but it works for me.
Neuroleptics just don’t work for me.
I don’t believe I have a chemical imbalance in the brain nor can anyone, even a scientist prove that.
Depression from low T and gaining weight has been more detrimental to my health and well being.
I’m actually thinking to do a trt cycle for 6 months.
Why did none of the pics ever discuss my low T with me?
All they ever did was force meds on me.
If somebody was depressed, and schizophrenic but they they rotted indoors eating takeaways and staying in bed 24/7 how could a doctor even say ‘just take meds’ in that scenario.
Most of us need big lifestyle changes.
I reckon I need therapy from the trauma of hospital too and maybe a life coach.
I keep busy everyday but I was stupid to let the voices in.
Really stupid.
I’m putting a block on them now.
They won’t speak to me again…The will fear me.
In some rare occasions yes. You would need blood monitoring.
I’m telling you this. You sound very unstable.
I would recommend you going to the hospital or talk with your doc.
i have commentators.
when it’s severe i can’t live.
One voice told me today I was a blight on humanity. 
I wish they’d get gone already.