I’ve had enough of this …ive been having voices…they are in my mind and I want to listen to them so maybe they will go away maybe I can be normal … I want to stop my anti psychotics so they will go away…I hide in my bedroom away from my family so I don’t have to listen to what happens when im around people
im tired …I don’t know what to do anymore… the demons are slowly taking over …
thanks
T
It sounds like you and I are going through the same thing. They tell me telepathy is not real but it is everpresent so I end up believing in it. I too also listen to my voices hoping they will stop. Today’s been a rough one. Don’t know what this short message really counts for but your not alone.
And I feel exactly the same way. Sick of it.
Yep, right there with you. We must have a sense of hope buried deep cause the **** sucks until understood. Then the next round begins. Curiosity may be helping.
I was just in so much distress at the worst of my illness. The only people still talking to me were my parents and the doctors, and they encouraged the medications as a way of lessening the pain.
After my experience, I suggest to you that the medications are a good strategy to lessen your pain.
I take so many pills now, and I’m just so tired of doing it. But I consider the alternative.
Jayster
sorry you have this
you get used to it…
i vanquish my demons etc…
my demon voices are basically quiet now, volume on off…
i just have the good voices…aliens…etc…
take care
Meds take a while to kick in. I hope you can feel better soon.
It took me a while to realize that the meds were the way out. I know this because I relapsed every time I quit taking them.
Also… find someone to talk to… find some a support. That will also help. If you don’t want to talk to your family… I hope you will talk to a counselor.
do not give in to the bastards. i hear voices 24/7 but i don’t let them get to me anymore. because i know i’m not telepathic. sod the demons. they are just a product of your own mind is all. try as many different medications as you can to eliminate them one by one. see what works for you and what doesn’t. if none do then you’ve lost nothing but if one does? well there you go, you’ve won. i know it’s hard but you have to try hunni. always here if you need a chat.