The feelings of being a tyrant of those outsiders knowing your business just by looking in your eyes. I may not be sick I may be the god almighty philosopher I dont think people get that this is not an illness or a test it is me I am going to figure out the entire reason for reason This is the dimension Im seeking what is a dimension what is what the words I express dont mean ■■■■ I think Im failing the promise these meds are making my head blank most of the time, but not right now thank god.
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You must be an intellectual
Ah, intelluctual not much in my head but its outside that is in I will be god of philosophy at my death bed. Intellect is nothing to me
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ahhhhhh I like you. A philosopher? Outside …its poetry.
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People call me a poet but I dont know if thats in fact how to see me, the thoughts they put in my head caught my eye again so I got scared I hide my poetry from them.
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Well nice to make your acquaintance 
Whats this about dimensions?
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ice to make yours. I was take there for awhile as a child ut brought back into this world. My life is going to end in another dimension from this one when the time comes. Extraterrestrials are essential to philosophy and they arent just from other planets but from other dimensions too much to think and do so little time. I cracked theyre code about a month ago but to no resolve.
Steve wrote about that in low men in yellow coats actually.
Probably does happen sometimes.
The visitor invited the kid back to the other worlds with him when he was nabbed.
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WOW! 6EQUJ5 = U (YOU) they want us I have an alien friend myself
I can’t escape the violent thoughts. Dear god the violence. I want to kill practically everyone I walk by. Graphic torture scenes play out in my head like movies, sometimes they go on for quite a while. Thoughts about being violent towards myself as well. I’m being driven insane by it, that and the feelings of overwhelming anger accompanying all those thoughts. I just don’t understand it!!
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I have similar as well even though i consider myself a lovig caring person. The voices and thoughts that are like that scare me but im alot better today I think I was a bit delusional last night
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I’m glad you’re feeling better. I consider myself a pacifist and can’t even slap mosquitoes so they are very disturbing thoughts to me.
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Thanks. Yes to people like us who wouldnt hurt a fly it is very disturbing to have them